Moni // edtwt // inpatient

@Redk17t You explained it really well, and I'll give this one a read too

@monimimsy If you have any doubts about what I wrote to you, I recommend you read this medical article. aspenjournals.onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/nc…

The dr at my tribunal was pretty adamant to the jury that I have refeeding syndrome, but like if I actually did wouldn't they like have told me? Wouldn't I have been given said information? Also idk if you'd give someone in active refeeding syndrome 2880 calories via NGT

@Redk17t You're so smart at this!! Thank you for answering I think I understand it better now. Thank you a lot!

@monimimsy I don't know if that was your question, but I hope I've answered it.

I am so angry and jealous that everyone else can lose weight and be free and here I am forceably drugged up and tubed and watched 24/7 i hate this and there's no end for this in sight

They sectioned me

Hi I need a little break from everything, so I'm just gonna turn off my phone for like a month. Bye bye 💜🌷

@Redk17t My little sister is leaving the state. She ran away last year, but I still visit her often. Now she's just told me she's leaving the state for good.

@monimimsy What is it and what happened to it?

My only lifeline in this part of the country is permanently leaving in 9 days

@Redk17t I'm just really tired of everything about myself

@monimimsy That sounds beautiful, would you like to talk about camping? 👀 I read your previous message, but I'd really like to know how you are.

I'd love to go camping with someone and not worry about bringing food or anything. We just spend the trip wandering through nature, doing art, and playing card games.

If I ever die, just know that I love you all

I have been underweight for so long, I just don't think I'd ever be able to mentally cope if they forced me to gain to an average weight.

Got drenched by the rain on my way to the library. Literally so cold I could weep

@sliceofjaya I am fine 💜 Tired but okay 💜 how are you??

@sirenasugar Good morning Princess Jaya, hailing from the lands of my twt feed but more importantly my heart 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷

I am so done for. Just had an appt for getting obs done, and they said that if I lost even 0.1kg they were gonna admit me, whether voluntary or by force. So now I am in the library trying not to cry and panic. This is like my worst fear, yet I cannot do anything to stop it.

I am so painfully jealous of those who have healthy relationships with their parents

@cocorexic That is probably the nicest compliment I've ever recieved!! 🌷🌷

@monimimsy youve got hair like the main girls in a ghibli film, like magical

Short hair again!

@sirenasugar You're a woman of many talents ✨