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BBR DA REAL MONEY$ET #Die5

My gift to my mother for Mother’s Day is me being alive u niggas can’t stay alive

been thru so much, i’m suppose to be the grimiest but my heart won't let me

just gotta stop tripping over everything. everybody aint gone be as considerate and thoughtful as me

i wish i can turn off my thoughts

I wish yall knew how much i hate the world

Weed and liquor ain’t helping shit rn

I’ll give a mf the world while mine is falling apart, don’t talk to me about loyalty

nvr a dummy .. i just cared abt u fr

I’m going back in my shell everybody weird.

Bouta get so high I can’t een feel nun

I get blocked on everything cause you inconsiderate about my feelings is crazy but it’s ok

I feel like I’m losing myself behind ts and this ain’t even me frl

Idc what you do you give that pussy up you can’t come back

Let’s make it clear I never wan hurt or never wan see that you drop a tear

i genuinely don’t know if i’m getting better at not crashing out or if i’m really burying my feelings and becoming numb

words be sticking with me, i will never forget what a mf said to me & how it made me feel

What’s been on my mind lately ? Disappearing without a single trace . Leaving quietly in the middle of the night without telling anyone where I’m going or what I’m even doing . Just walking away from everything and everyone , and letting the whole world continue without me for a while . No messages , no explaining, no one even knowing where I am , how I’ve been doing , or what’s been going on in my love . I want absolute silence . Real silence. A place to breathe, a place to think , and to exist without feeling watched or questioned . A place where nothing is expected from me and I don’t have to explain myself to anyone . Just distance from the world , clearing my mind and trying to find a little peace within myself.

Quickest way to lose me is to keep doing shit i said i don’t like

Psa I got to many scars mentally and physically so just stay from around me cause some is seriously wrong

everything i was afraid of losing, i lost