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@lilablod noooo : ( it is okay .. but i know u can do it next time <3 do not let this disorder take everything away from u … small joys are the most important thing in this life and nobody notices these things as much as we do , i promise ♡

i won't be going to see a film with my friend…and i won't be going to my grandmother's house either, even though she invited us over for tea it's a shame, but both of them have seen me before, and i can't stand the thought that i've gained weight and they'll notice 🙁

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i feel like both my stomach and my hunger are infinite

i relapsed self harm after a few months of not doing it : ( ashamed

im so miserable he was thirty years old but he was nice to me and called me his dream girl i think ot was okay . it would have been okay if i did that for him

i miss the guy i was speaking to so mucg why did he delete his account . but i knwo its because i told him i dont want to have s*x with him. Maybe its myfault i shoild have just done whatevere

It's kinda sad when you realize the person you used to tell everything to now has no idea what's happening with your life

i dont feel like moving

all i do is cry and eat these days

unfortunately me

@terrorful79301 also , of course when you do something so often , when things will go wrong naturally your mind will blame it on the fact that you didnt do the compulsion correctly , or that you didnt do it . but its actually just coincidence , not your fault : (

@terrorful79301 i know that unbearable feeling wgen u dont do compulsions , its something hard to even explain to those without ocd , but truly the only way to stop it is to gradually resist while telling yourself over and over “ its gonna be okay , none of this is real , i am not a bad person “

please help me someone how do i get out of this i’m so exhausted

i don’t deserve friends

@beascalories im so sorry , this is the worst feeling ever : ( i know everything feels scary and horrible right now , but i pray tgat everything turns out okay for you in the end💖 and know you are not alone , pls take care <3

this is not happening yhiISNT HAPPENING oh my god i can't believe i just got to lw and they are forcing me back ohmy GOD IDONT WAN TTO BE FAT KILL ME OHMYHODDDD

sometimes with my best friend i feel like i am a little girl having a meltdown and she is the adult calming me down .. its very embarrassing : /