i’m furious i’m perceived as a bitch because i barely fucking have the ability to want to live through the day so i’m not always in the best of moods. i’m furious my doctor put me through surgery knowing she wouldn’t be able to do anything. thanks for listening.
i’m furious at the system for letting me down and i’m upset with the numerous misinformed doctors i’ve dealt with. i’m furious at the customer who asked how i was feeling and told me to “just exercise and take birth control”
i’m feeling incredibly defeated and while i lay here unable to sleep because i’m in debilitating pain i feel like i need to yell into the fucking void about the bullshit i’ve been dealing with for nearly a year now
ever start spiraling because you have to get surgery and you don’t know how you’re going to pay your rent because you’re going to be out for a week and have no pto? love to be alive!
the real pandemic is a certain breed of software engineer, who does not know how to spend his seemingly boundless income, so he thinks he deserves a pat on the back for starting a family and buying gym access. theyre the only ones who should be stuffed in lockers
