Gay Romani God

@Sable_theye My heart is racing wait I need to log out I'm sorry you're making me so horny I'm scared

@mudgreenboy Well you can try and show me ;]

Sad blue boy, sad blue world (Ignore the hand if you're one of the 12 people who will see this)

@Sable_theye Sorry I'm doing too much but you're sooo attractive bro you can't even imagine how I'm feeling hearing this

@mudgreenboy awwww well thank you :D im glad i saw it youre very attractive

@Sable_theye Ty oomf honestly I was kinda hoping that you would see this I'm not sure why maybe cause you're hot

@mudgreenboy Youre so cute omg

Well the third pic is purple kinda ruined the aesthetic but it's cute

Need to get bigger get prettier go to big city find man love n peace within me

Thinking of posting pics here but I'm scared of the attention (I don't get any attention at all so I'm in a prison and I have the keys ig

Unbreakable beauty Invisible beings So hard to admit it Through a dark hall at dawn Through a table with a golden feast Through a face to the fist In my wretched mind You're the only thing in it

@Sable_theye Ty I'll think about it it's just hard to be intimate yk especially online but I don't think you'll judge soo I'll talk myself into it

@mudgreenboy Well if you wanna get more in depth into it you can always dm me :]

There's something impure with my lust I have a bad heart

@Sable_theye Thanks dude you're so great I do think that if I just talk about it I'll feel better cause when I talk to myself I come to the conclusion that it's stupid and I ignore it until it hits me again

@mudgreenboy That sounds like a tough problem :[ if you need to talk about it more im always free to listen <3

@Sable_theye Honestly this is very vague and hard to understand. I'm just comparing myself to others I think, so I never just let myself desire something completely without thinking "what about this other thing that you don't desire? Why don't you?"

@Sable_theye I'm exaggerating a bit, but there are some desires that everyone has and I don't. My problem is not knowing if I'm stopping myself from having those. If I am, I hate myself for doing it If I'm not, I hate that I thought about this

@Sable_theye Wow oomf you're so smart

@mudgreenboy Could be! I find a lot of people who sre marginalised from brith dont tend to feel that urge as much though sometimes they feel it even more because they really want to get social power

@Sable_theye Ohh it makes so much sense. And bcs I'm Romani I've never felt "normal " maybe that's why I don't feel it as much

@mudgreenboy Ive found it happens a lot with gay and disabled people in particular since a lot of them had social power/normalcy until they realised they were queer/or became out or got disabled. So since they had it before they want it again.

@jjiimmyyyyyy Caring about someone is good do it without shame

Not wanting to seem like a psycho sending messages over and over but also not wanting to lose someone over something

Turn my back and stab it No more second chances That's just my bad habits

Like I'm too old and I've been gay for too long to be like this

Had a dream where the school bus was like just a line and drove itself (kinda like a roller coaster) and I asked a girl to change seats with me because a was in the front and she did it but she looked at me weird is this me being afraid of not being masculine enough? Weird