michael!

@damarysvn you will never change

supporting my family and self came first and responsibility hit like a truck when i least expected. and now it just feels like i’m shunned or given different energy forever because of it. literally cut off entirely by ppl i’ve given my heart to. made sure they were fkn breathing.

ig it’s understandable considering most ppl are here to make content but fuck man. what happened to brothers. 90% of ppl who i used to call family don’t even reciprocate half the energy anymore. shit just sucks. not like i wanted to leave the content space 100% but life happened

really does blow when old friends, partners in crime, etc fade away from you when you’re not doing the content shit. almost all my old friends, closest ppl i’ve ran north with, etc all slowly have phased me out of group chats, discords, whatever else

should begin my final content rollout here soon before working on other projects

i don’t think i want to be “back” again but maybe just around? idk. it’s difficult and i’m better off being happy but i just miss my friends. i don’t think this stuff has been for me for a long time but man they always were

the feeling after a really good stream. thinking the little money i made from internet shit was the coolest thing ever. a new game dropping i was excited for. i wish i had better balance but it’s something i struggle with and responsibly hit me like a truck

im overall so much happier. no depression no bad thoughts nothing but part of me really does miss the little things. the 6 am discord calls just laughing at everything. the rush me and gunnar got went something went good for north. the trips and irl videos with the guys

the walk in freezer at chick fil a can smd

i feel like such a parasite sometimes

still can’t believe this girl surprised me with airpod pros after my shift last night she is sick

top 10 tweets before disaster

@damaryslu what did i DO

@damaryslu IM SAYIN

new cop

i’ve chose to be single for over 2 years now but this girl has me wanting to change that. i’m evolving or she’s a witch

i love this album sm

@lexiana69 o

@NorthSecrecys @uhlooran ohmygod

i’m so fucking excited for october. going to twitch con and meeting some of my best friends. like man. i just want october to be here already.