natalie

hiii intro!!! i love mlp!!! cats!!! and ferrets!! hw:205lbs (92.9kg) cw: will update soon! close to hw lw:120lbs (54.4kgs) (this was a while ago..) i wrestle and lift (that’s why my weight is so high) idk if i’ll be able to continue moot me!!!

do some of yall know that bodyshaming people, and being fatphobic actually isnt a part of the anorexia diagnostic criteria .... like its not Ana's🪽 fault u say that shit, youre just a bad person

UGHHH my family is forcing me to eat more in order to leave the house…. how to eat 1000 cals and make it look normal? (basically what are low cal meal options?)

196.2!

my cw was 199 but idk if it still is bc i binged today

hiii intro!!! i love mlp!!! cats!!! and ferrets!! hw:205lbs (92.9kg) cw: will update soon! close to hw lw:120lbs (54.4kgs) (this was a while ago..) i wrestle and lift (that’s why my weight is so high) idk if i’ll be able to continue moot me!!!

@princesspock3t so true… i am restricting pretty severely and its very noticeable so that’s probably why

@natalie2128 this is sooo frustrating omg i remember bei bg watched like a hawk around food whenever i was fresh out of programs but then if u ‘normal eat’for long enough or lose weight slowly in a disordered way over months they don’t notice AT ALL + say how much better u look instead 😫

when u have a restrictive ed, as long as ur somewhere between bmi 16-20ish + nonchalant w it no one will notice if u relapse. ever.

best things to do during a fast to lose weight?

i am a big believer that the “low body weight” criterion for AN should have “and/or rapid weight loss” added like someone dropping from obese to healthy weight in the span of a few months? THATS STILL DANGEROUS! THAT SHOULD MEET AN CRITERIA! the “atypical” label is so damaging

@dxintypup ofc!!

@natalie2128 I ended up doing my brows and I am gonna make an appointment to dye my hair soon 😼😼 thank you for the ideas!!

is there like... a list of impulsive things to do that are safe because i'm so ready to post nudes, spend all my money, go on a random trip, delete all my accounts, block all my friends, take copious amounts of drugs, etc etc etc

UPDATE MYfamily made me eat my favorite pizza and i totally binged…. get ready for a fast as long as possible challenge!

ik it’s not a lot

ugh i’m so conflicted… my whole family and coaches, etc want me to recover. i want to be apart of my sports teams again. i desperately want that. my parents will only let me if i eat on a meal plan with three meals and at least one snack. I CANT DO THAT??? A thread—

@phantxmdiary i only had one when my organs were shutting down so take that as you will

ive never had a flat stomach so i genuinely think that sometimes yall are flexing constantly..like where r ur organs

moms accusing you of going to go relapse after yelling at you

@lacehymn3 legit all i do is starve and bedrot

what was the laziest way u ever lost weight? #edtwt

@bIoodyunicorn LOL it was my first time trying it and i actually really liked it!!!

@natalie2128 WAHHH THIS IS THE BEST FLAVOR OF ALL TIME NOBODY CAN TELL ME OTHERWISE

wiat!! 350 cals!! a thread~

and then lastly, grilled chicken (150)

redbull zero sugar! ignore my fat legs!! i’m working on it