nezuchuu

hi. i write.

They stopped putting effort in the friend ship... I feel so shitty

When i make time for them, they just don't come and complain abt me not being available. It's someone's birthday today and I had planned a surprise for them cuz they were sad but that person did not show up... they stopped gaf after their problem in life was solved...

I kinda wanna leave this account but ifk where to dumb my feels tbh. I overthink a lot and I'm a bit depressive. I thought i would overthink abt my partner but no they make me feel safe. But my oomfs and friends are scaring me. I don't feel good abt them as they cancel plans and

@khaomii @khaomiii Hi mii i'll dm u my main account. All the best on ur recovery. I'm so happy and proud of u

hi, mii’s back 2 weeks clean ig i’ve been trying to recover, so that’s why i’m not as active as before i won’t be using #shtwt much, so here’s my other account ( @khaomiii ) that i use to post random stuff (＾ｰ^) i’m a bit more active there … take care, everyone ♡

How to cut #shedtwt

K guys thought i would leave #shedtwt soon but welcome back to here ^^. I should start cutting so help!

@khaomii u feel a bit emotionless? feeling a bit dull and kinda tired of continuous cutting? feels like a boring daily activity that you do like breathing but feels useless?

i feel a sense of detachment whenever i cut myself ,,, it doesn’t feel as ‘good’ as it did before i just do it out of impulse so i feel more disappointed this might be my sign to stop once and for all … ?? // #shtwt #slittwt

when u r asleep i rethink how i could have acted better with u, thinking abt my actions if they made u uncomfortable or if u start to feel that u r not enough for me if i did to much things for u or if you will find someone better than me... i hope not

oh i'm the overthinker of the ship

I lied I love nasty kissing. I'm obsessive. What's mine is mine. I like being babied. I love physical touch. I'm sometimes shy. I overthink a lot. I love eye contact. I want just 1 person. I get jealous sometimes. I love hard. I only want you. I always want you to MYSELF.

@khaomii want cake ?

i’m bored out of my mindddd … ughhhgg

the angry daughter. the unlovable, the backup friend. the over sensitive one, the mirrorball. the forgotten birthday. the least favourite child. but somehow the most needed. the burnout daughter.

딸이 병신이라서미안해 자해해서미안해 힘들어서 미안해 맨날자살생각해서미안해 말안들어서미안해 비정상이라서미안해 결석해서미안해 조퇴해서미안해 울어서미안해 화내서미안해 공부못해서미안해 태어나서미안해 쓸모없어서미안해 가치없어서미안해 안이뻐서미안해 뚱뚱해서미안해 못생겨서미안해

yes

@khaomii i wanna see it!!

i’m happy now ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ finally got my nose pierced!! ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ yayyy

being a dead daughter is better than being a failed daughter.

missing a friendship i don’t want back

yep

@khaomii want me to become a vampire?

haaa am i cutspo yet ?! ( ´△｀) anyway ,, i just want more scars to fill the empty space so i can achieve the look i desire !!! // #shtwt #slittwt