luka ❀ recov era??

1. I've made the decision to recover. It's horrifying, especially before summer, and especially because I'm not in a "sick looking" body (visually I'm still overweight, although my bmi is normal). Ever since I can remember the thing I wished for when blowing out birthday candles

"Yeah im recovering!!!" I say as i step on the scale for the 8th time a day

Chocolate protein pudding >>> 20g prot for 150cal HELL YES

6. accepted that. Anyway, sorry, this has just been a pile of word vomit I just had to get my thoughts out SOMEWHERE. I'll probably stay somewhat active on here but just wanted to kinda waffle away and explain myself. Thanks for reading if anyone got this far 💀🤗

5. my body has healed and adapted. Yes, I know the mindset of recovering just to lose more weight isn't ideal or even good, but if it gets me to gain control of my life again, then I honestly do not care. I'm probably going to relapse over and over again and that is okay. I have

1. I've made the decision to recover. It's horrifying, especially before summer, and especially because I'm not in a "sick looking" body (visually I'm still overweight, although my bmi is normal). Ever since I can remember the thing I wished for when blowing out birthday candles

I loooooove baking while im fasting its so therapeutic

I need to invest in smaller plates 😭

Day 7: 400 Water: 3l Steps 5k but did 30min cardio at the gym Cals: 400 Sleep: 6h This was fun to try, dont think i lost much since i binged twice 😭

Day 6: 550 Water: 3l Steps: around 8k idk i wasn't wearing my watch... Cals: ~500 Sleep: 7h Had a rly shitty day 😵‍💫 I'm gonna finish this diet and then stop counting cals for a while since its only making me want to binge 😅

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Lowk the only thing getting me to do my skincare is having to clean my eyebrow piercing

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