sad —cenblu under review

this guy was asked who he would date if he could choose and he said xiao zhan, the reason is because of his personality and his interviews 🎤 then if you could date him what would you want to do? 🧑🏻 go eat, go shopping, hold hands, kiss... isn’t that what couples usually do?

Semoga yang meminta kerjaan baru di hari Arafah ini segera dikabulkan Allah. Apapun doa yang kamu panjatkan. Semoga semuanya dikabulkan.

maybe healing starts when i stop trying to turn every feeling into a problem to fix

i want a softer life without constantly fighting my own thoughts

my problem is: i treat every emotion like it needs immediate solving

i’ve spent too much time believing sadness makes me weak

i’m trying to learn the difference between being loved and being emotionally dependent

i crave excitement but get overwhelmed the second life changes

maybe loneliness isn’t the worst thing maybe losing yourself is

i need to stop shrinking myself just to make situations easier

i think i’ve ignored my own happiness trying too hard to keep other people comfortable

“making the relationship work” shouldn’t cost me my peace

i hate how fast my brain jumps from small issue to complete catastrophe

sometimes i want love sometimes i want to disappear before anyone gets too close

i romanticize freedom but still trap myself inside my own mind

being mentally exhausted from things that haven’t even happened yet is crazy

i spend too much time trying to predict outcomes instead of living through them

i wish my brain understood that not everything is a warning sign

my anxiety has a phd in creating fake tension

i keep rehearsing conversations that will probably never happen

sometimes i ruin perfectly good moments by thinking too far ahead