nuki

i made a strawpage... nukirisame.straw.page

cut myself tonight

mfw the "unemployed hikkineet internet princess" starts talking about going to parties and getting wasted with her friends

oh go on then. ill starve for a bit. maybe then youll be too weak to keep whining.

the most tragic thing of all is that this is my place. i could never function on the greener grass no matter the circumstances. i was born into this world for the sole purpose of suffering until i die. it would make a beautiful tale if one could feel that way towards you.

what would you do if i smashed your pretty little face in right now? rhetorical question of course. i do not have that kind of power.

are you my only escape from hell, or my torturer?

has it been 5 or 6 years, do you remember? what will i do when it reaches 10? 20? how much will be enough? when will i finally be able to rest?

i feel a special connection to hisashi ouchi. kept alive despite constant, unbearable agony. only physical pain is much easier to cope with

i hate myself so, so much. yet this life is beyond even what i imagine i could deserve. i dont understand. i truly dont. i just dont understand.

the negative karma i must have accumulated to be punished like this must be outstanding. i wish i knew whatever deity was responsible so i knew who to beg for forgiveness from

fall asleep already. do it. so you can have a brief escape from this nightmare only to wake and search for one all over again. you pathetic, revolting wretch

i feel my very soul being stabbed by a knife made of hot coal

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あずにゃん🐾　#けいおん

everything hurts and i want to kill myself

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