Numi Zarah

Please REPOST, to spread awareness. I’ve already had woman in the industry tell me past stories about similar situations with similar cultural back-rounds. Now with more middle eastern, brown, south Asian women ect. Joining the industry. I don’t want this to happen to them!

You shouldn’t be in porn if you’re unable to speak up and let your boundaries known. Don’t say silent, people can’t read minds, it’s your responsibility to speak up. People won’t think you’re a cunt or a bitch if you do.

@raissabellini @theemmamag @IndicaFlowerxxx Honey, I made $80 my first day doing it used that money to invest in cheap lingerie & bought a tripod and made content in my room & was making over 1k a day. It’s obvious you’re not passionate about what you do and ur chasing paper instead of creativity.

@theemmamag @IndicaFlowerxxx So I should spend thousands on locations, outfits and photographers instead of spending $10 and making better quality version of the same exact image

Being an OF girl and using GEN AI to make new social media content ? Just pick up the camera babe we don’t need to destroy the rainforest to do this

I’m an old soul so I had to upfront a lot of karmic cycles, and I just got through a karmic contract with someone. that i finally beat. Fuck did I do in my past lifetimes murder a family? Holy shit.

@SwayzeJerry No, but I’m definitely interested in it now.

@numizarah Have you read the untethered soul?

Take a break from porn, if u haven’t. Find yourself, I let it become my whole identity. It did save my life so many times, but real change comes from doing the inner work. Find yourself. I made so many mistakes in my early 20’s & learned so many lessons brought experience.

You’re worth isn’t tied to how successful you are in porn. You’re worth isn’t tied to all your failures. Get hobbies, disappear, fuck what ur family says. Blood doesn’t mean shit. If you lose everything, including yourself. Find your way back. Normalize getting help. ❤️

The point of this is real fucked up but I can see why a lot of Entertainers take their lives due to this. Cause I experienced the same feelings. And more people need to start speaking up about it. It’s a society problem. YOU ARE MORE THAN WHAT PEOPLE SAY YOU ARE.

@xxlaynamarieee A petite women in the industry that’s not white? Whaaaaat that’s so rare

Who wants to go for a dip? 💦

@xxlaynamarieee I’ve always loved you tbh. Loved how natural you are! & I seen one of your videos a long time ago, your a great performer ❤️ keep going baby

Y’all are going to end up canceling this whole industry if we don’t start being kind, consensual, not abusive and treat it like a JOB! This is actually wild, our industry shouldn’t be like this, it’s starting to give it’s ran by mental patients, now let’s be grown adults.

Update: IM OFFICIALLY SINGLE !! YOU GUYS GET ME BACK. + MY FUCK GAME ONLY PROGRESSED. Baby numi, ain’t so much of a baby anymore.

Narcissistic abuse? Anyone. Comment what you know

When you have all ur dreams in. The palm of your hands. No agency, no not even the one I created for COA. independent with my own business email in my link. If you checked my DM’s and emails you’d think I’m crazy for not taking them right away. Right ? Fame. Money. Visibility. Used to impress me. Now I see them as passion and tools.. Choosing to work on my inner self , and when your not on your phone obviously for a year, there’s a few too many battles that no one gets to see. And hopefully one day I get to share my story.

They weren’t doing too well, if anything struggling with their profiles. And it makes me think did these women get all these surgeries from a cups to triple D’s and BBL’s so they can make it in Porn or the nsfw community ? To having drama of going viral ?

Sometimes in my head, and no one take offense t this please, cause I don’t have anything plastic surgery at all. And I understand it’s an investment. ..but what if plastic surgery didn’t exist? I started yrs ago w the same women who didn’t have any back then.

In LA, dm me if you want to collaborate. 💕

WATAA💦💦

Oh.. HEY? ♥️ It’s Numi Zarah.