Nurse Sam I am 🤪 BSN

@MakingbbySquids My 19 month old loves trying to eat cat and dog food 🤢

So many pregnancy announcements of the same due month that I was supposed to be due in 😔💔 it hurts I mourn what could’ve happened but trust it just wasn’t our time for #2

@Cardiac_Cutie Maybe look for a retired teacher? My son’s babysitter is a retired kindergarten teacher and she’s great with him!

How does one find a babysitter when you don’t know/don’t trust anyone

Went back and the baby didn’t have a heartbeat 😔 now just to wait to pass it

Well I got a positive pregnancy test a few weeks ago and yesterday I had bleeding when I wiped so I went to the er to get checked I am 6wks but the hr was only 71… I go back tomorrow to get checked again since my ob can’t see me. I’m so scared I’m going to miscarry again

It sucks when you’re the only one checking in on people nobody seems to care about me 😔

Update thankfully we did not get admitted and his shunt is working he just has a cold

@PlantMamaRN Thank you friend❤️ I’m just having such a hard time rn and I’m so scared we are going to be admitted for Christmas…

My emotions are shot. I am so depressed. But I have to keep going. I’m trying to keep my faith but I keep feeling like lately God has turned his back on me.

Back in the hospital again with my son he had a shunt revision last Friday… I’m so sad I wish this wasn’t us. I just want normalcy. We were supposed to go see Santa today too 😔😔

@PlantMamaRN I didn’t get mine back until I stopped breastfeeding

@PlantMamaRN It’s definitely my ovulation phase playing me 😅😂

@PlantMamaRN I’m slowly getting there again and at the same time I’m scared 😅😅😅

@pediatricnursey It’s good to know I’m not alone… I’m just so frustrated and sad because I want more babies but I never imagined that I would feel this way but I guess I also thought I’d have more support

@nursesam2019 I’m so sorry girl. That’s such a big hard decision. We’re in the same train so I’m here if you need to chat!

My husband is begging for another baby and mean while I feel like I barely have support with the first 🥲🥲🥲 my mother in law is in her own la la land my parents both work full time although they help when they can and we have to pay for a sitter I’m loosing my mind!!!

@PlantMamaRN So glad you guys are ok!

Jeez after the last few weeks I’ve had now I understand why people get on mental health medication

@PlantMamaRN It came like 2 weeks after I made the decision to stop… like I was pumping for relief and it came 🥲🥲🥲

It was nice not having a period for so long omg I am dying… the first period postpartum is brutal 🥴🥴