Abagel🥯

barely functioning. keeping my negativity away until I have a handle on things again. Sorry.

Still alive.

the worst thing about being chronically suicidal is that you don't plan for the future because you are just planning to be dead. and then it's the future and you are not dead and you've just totally fucked up your life for no reason

@v8lgar Thank you, sweetheart! February is a Tough Month historically for me and this was just an ultra rough one from outside sources. But all is past now, the sun is shining, it is March, and the weather is warming. My thaw has begun! Has anything been bringing you joy lately?

Hi everyone I’m alive hooray

@v8lgar BUT!!!! Things are starting (?) to look up and I have energy to give again so I wanted to return to folks who have reached out to me while I was on an internet hiatus :)

@v8lgar I hope you get to go back! It would be nice if you could make it an annual thing. :) I’ve been…bad!! lol! I’ve had sicknesses back2back, car died For Good, lots of work drama/subterfuge, unstable housing, and family illness. It’s been a lot…which is why I haven’t been here lol.

@yoshinvr I missed you too!!! I am back!!!

@nymphologist bagel, where are you? i miss you 😔

@yoshinvr HELLO I AM BACK

@nymphologist BAGEL!!!!!!!

Ended up passing out in public after sending this and have had fevers on and off since. I’m tired of this body and it constantly failing. It isn’t acceptable to be so sick all of the time. I don’t even have the energy to read or look at my phone, really. My eyes hurt. I’m sorry

At the grocery store at the moment but will endeavor to reply to DMs and tags today and catch up on creations of oomfs I hope all is well

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!!!!

2月14日25時 #hkntバレンタイン2026

Rie never got the chance to talk to 'Hikaru' again and I think narratively her death is another way 'Hikaru' will learn how important and precious life is.

listing the things they have in common, talking about hana, saying that she will for sure remember tanaka when she sees him bc she’s his little sister, telling him just how proud of what man he’s turned out to be and how much she loves him. crying sobbing throwing up

@littlepikmins And that could also be a foil to show Yoshiki later that sacrificing yourself isn’t worth it and hurts those left behind if Iori/Tanaka is left behind. Could be used as a “lesson” of sorts is what I mean

@nymphologist Yeah I got the vibe from the summary that maybe her other plans is sacrificing herself alongside her husband...

Is Kurebayashi gonna try and save her husband??

@littlepikmins I theorize that he won’t be able to fully seal the hole on his own so Rie will go in after him to finish sealing it—and herself—away.

That doesn't make much sense though since he's already an impurity and passed away. Maybe she wants to talk to him one last time?