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Back progress / Bodycheck July '25 -> Dec '25 -> May '26

New LW!! Day 4 of too nauseous to stomach anything

My face is so swollen from binging and my room is a disaster. Im a mess. But surprisingly still maintaining

Its the craziest feeling to order clothes online and they actually fit me. A Medium coat and it's almost too big. I cant remember ever being a medium anything

Its mortifying how much $$ i spend to binge. No self control anywhere i fucking go

Took last month for granted, take me back 🥲

Can't keep buying little snacks every day. It adds up fucking hell. I feel so much better when I do omad

I feel so helpless and very out of control. Ive thrown up a few times but mostly have just eaten and let it be. I workout but not enough for the junk ive been eating. Craving so much sugar. Made a healthy meal prep for the week and still over ate like the psycho I am

Seriously Seriously Seriously need to get out of this cycle. LAX IS THE DEVIL idk how ppl use it so often

currently feel the ugliest ive felt in well over a year

Got cocky since I went down a few shirt sizes but im still the same fat annoying asshole ive always been

Been in the worst worst worst binge cycle. Terrified to weigh myself 🥲 I feel like i cant stop

@DrChristianED 😮🫢 thats so insane please take care of your electrolytes, im hoping you find ur mental break to end the cycle and peace and safety in ur head,, that does not sound fun and definitely not sustainable, sending you love 🫶🫂

oh my god someone fucking restrain me. yeah, i’m losing weight quickly (7.6lb/3.45kg in a week), but i can’t stop b/p every single day and i actually feel like death like please make it stop, i’m begging u, bulimic gods

FINALLY got to eat something real It was heavenly Im so bloated

It's been 3 years now since I first chipped a tooth, I can't wait to be able to chew with all my mouth again

Im so hungry rn i could eat the ender dragon

High starting weight is evil cuz people are never gonna be worried about u, they’re all happy and proud that piggy isn’t an embarrassment anymore

72 hours fasted. Gonna have to eat something tonight or lunch tomorrow. Can't eat before my root canal or after for awhile. I have negative levels of appetite.

@heathencals Solid week late to this but I love having access to a walking pad. The pricier ones are unfortunately very worth it but still cheaper than a full treadmill. Ive definitely heard of cheaper ones breaking too easy and sometimes issues with carpets? But I've had success 🕺🕺

ok y'all I need help real quick. my treadmill broke a while ago so I'm looking into buying a new one, but I'm thinking of just getting a walking pad instead since they're way cheaper,, how do they hold up compared to a proper treadmill? are they fairly durable?

I weigh less than that now tho🤭🫩

Unless things really changed in a few years I have no clue where I got this number from,,,, literally says over 200lb limit everywhere. Wtf is wrong with me...