scarlett 🏳️‍🌈

tyler, the creator pt. 2

Losing it

Is something bothering you?

youre all mocking me

thinking about salads

so manyy mixed signals

you guys dont give a shit, I wouldnt if I were you anyway after all everyones going through their own things. its selfish of me to fathom and relish in the hopes of being saved

maybe itll all click into place, if I ever get to meet and pet a marten or opossum or a binturong or stoat or cecropian moths those creatures are pretty great. The other only thing that keeps me going is food; I miss eating excursions, those times were nice at least

my hobbies are just a distraction from my own mind, I always get reeled back to it (myself) post-dusk? block me if I'm miserable, in the end all I want is to just melt and play gmod or make coffee,, I try so hard to keep being myself but I feel misaligned like im just a pilot

the same way you furries are friends w/ alky just cause we're both furries, nothing else, it feels so so shallow. I just have to get used to being isolated again as much as it stings my heart; I just dont know what to do

I dont see a way out of this, feels like everything keeps ending up the same way like I'm in a timeloop or groundhog day. I have a long list of movies and places I want to go to, but I dont want to do things alone and myfriends are only friends in the collegeway if it makes sense

I've put on a persona of confidence to people irl and at conventions; I feel like I am losing my sense of self. I dont know if things are getting worse or if I am healing :V these nights are getting much harder and I cant trust anyone anymore

new glasses

while at the thrift store, I was digging into a basket full of old camera accessories and the first thing my paws grabbed was the exact olympus lens hood for my camera's lens!! ^-^

@Its_CyanideDan 💜💜💜

@off_fj0rding Lol shoutout to the employee that labelled it "leans" Anyways you and that lens hood is clearly meant to be frfr

not really here at all

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