🦋Tab edtwt mom🌧️

Until further notice I will be venting or absent. IRL has taken a major turn... I love y'all. If I don't respond to your comments just know I am reading it. And I see it. And I appreciate it. Please take care of yourselves! Water. Vitamins. Self care. Do it. Love y'all. 🩷🩷🩷🫂

And I swear to God if I ever find out who it exactly is that stalking me online, you will be sorry. Because my FIL *claims* it's not him or his wife. So who the fuck is it that doing this and gossiping to them about it. Who has the mother fucking balls. Who. I wanna know

I was on the edge of a huge relapse but this asshat done sealed the deal. I'm done. I don't wanna try to be healthy anymore. Fuck it. I don't deserve to eat. I don't deserve anything. I am a piece of shit human being. I guess that's what they want me to think. Well here you go

I've had ENOUGH of being stalked online by this family I married into. I don't even speak to these mother fuckers but they wanna get all up in my shit and tell my FIL crap and make my husband mad at me and yell at me and make me feel like I am a worthless piece of shit

Damn in-laws so nosey they follow me to my new twitter account and are reading it like the fucking tabloids looking for the juicy stuff I guess. FIND ANOTHER SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT YOU PATHETIC ASSHOLE. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU SHIT HEAD

Mentioning that someone wants to smoke weed. DIDNT EVEN SAY THAT PERSONS NAME. apparently "the worst thing in the world" WEED ISNT EVEN HARMFUL. ITS A PLANT. ITS HERBAL MEDICINE. IT SHOULDN'T BE ILLEGAL. and here soon it will be available everywhere. So SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSHAT

I have had it with people who are NOT PART OF MY ACTUAL LIFE TRYING TO TELL ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT SAY ON MY OWN SOCIAL MEDIA. and it's as if they have no clue how unhinged and crazy twitter is. People talk about way worse shit then I could ever post. Im a god damn angel fr

The in-laws are back on their "you can't say that on twitter" bullshit Because oh no twitter is serious business y'all watch out. It's a stupid ass fucking social media site that is literally a cesspool dumpster fire of rage tweets and venting. I can say whatever I fucking want

Last time we went shopping for food I kept not letting myself buy food I wanted. In my brain I felt like I didn't "deserve" any special food or anything nice to eat. I told my husband about it and it made him sad. I think I'm actually relapsing because this is my old mindset

My doctor called the "Tism treasures" lol so if you have autism and a special collection of things you absolutely cannot part with now you can say you have "Tism treasures" you're welcome

I have a ladder shelf my dad hand made that I have stuff on I can part with to put the more important things on I guess. I absolutely have to keep my nana and pawpaws heirlooms and my special autism treasures I have collected

I have so many things I have to part with. I recently realized I had about ten more white cat figurines I had already wrapped in bubble wrap and put away that I now don't know what I will do with them. My curio cabinet can only hold so much. I'll have to get rid of some other

On Sat we will go to our new city again (which is where his family is) and have a little birthday party for my husband. he is turning 41.

Today we are donating like five bags of old clothes my husband and I never wore and don't need. Then loading his car with boxes and stuff for our trip tomorrow

Updating here for the people who still follow this account. Things are moving forward. Tomorrow we take our first load of boxes to the new apartment. Also taking the air mattress so that if we ever get too tired to drive back we can crash at the new apartment overnight

@nameless_error_ Also since it's piercing and not tattoos... You could take them out??? And go back into healthcare field. I know you've thought of this probably but my slow ass brain is just now realizing the option and.. I'm excited for you! Do what your heart tells you. It'll work out!

@omfgitstabitha Like I said I will still get my degree no matter what I decide cuz im close to being done anyways. I just think I wanna give piercing a shot since Im so interested in it plus it let's me express myself in ways I couldn't as a Healthcare worker which sucks but I cant control it

Low-key considering giving up my Healthcare career goals and actually try to become a piercer like I've always wanted. I'll still get my degree but idk if I wanna do it as a job because it limits my self expression due to dress code.

@thxconcerta Old school is probably gonna taste better honestly. My dad always made real coffee. That Keurig stuff isn't real coffee imo

Omg this is so silly but I bought coffee grounds at the grocery store today and my client has a good ole drip coffee maker 😭 As a Keurig girlie I am so excited for drip coffee in the morning!!! It has been so long actually

knew from a young age i was weird and off putting and unloveable

i feel like lots of people on here forget that autism is an actual disability instead of a quirky personality trait that people have