So thank you for supporting me, having my back and reminding me constantly how awesome I am and can be. 2023 still has a month with change left, but it’s shaping up to be a better year than I could’ve ever anticipated
Have made some awesome new friends, strengthened my bond with old friends and am about to receive a promotion at a job I love.
There’s been so many people who’ve helped me smile when I was afraid I couldn’t anymore and if you’re reading this you’re one of them
I know I’ve said it a few times this year, but I’m unashamedly very proud of myself for how far I’ve come this year. At 2022’s close I was lost, alone and hopeless
But this year I’ve learned to love a lot about myself, have written/directed/produced my first short film,
Yeah after watching it 30+ times in the 5 months since it released in theatres, Across the Spiderverse still slaps
One of the best stories about heroes and specifically Spider-Man that I’ve ever seen and my enjoyment hasn’t wavered or faltered at all
@Garrett_Gear I think a true friend is honest
As much as it might sting sometimes a real friend wouldn’t let their friend stray too far from who they are without saying something
Some of my closest friends get on my case a lot but I know it’s from love instead of malice
Sometimes, I wish I could ask my friends how they genuinely feel about me and know they are being sincere.
But I know they would never tell me if they hated me or even just thought less of me over time because they know it would hurt me to hear it
Idk it's stupid
So yes I’m incredibly keen for a Spider-Man book for the first time since dropping it after volume 10 of Spencer’s run back in 2020. I have loved this character since I was old enough to have memories so this has been a great day
It’s an exciting new frontier for the character and it’s been achieved by answering the question we’ve been asking for years: what if Peter Parker was allowed to grow up?
Gonna nerd out about Spider-Man for a bit
The exciting premise of Hickman’s ultimate Spider-Man being a Peter who became a hero in the middle of his life is fascinating because it’s the antithesis of most reinventions of the character
I love waking up early to watch the sunrise
Or seeing a night through until the sun comes up
That feeling that the world’s still asleep while the cool breeze and the birds greet you is unmatched
Bonus points if coffee is there to warm your hands
I’m so tired man
I try to keep up and stay positive in the worst of times but everything I do, good or bad, has just left me with this hole in my stomach
This gnawing emptiness
It stings sometimes
Feels numb in others
Idk. I’m just tired
@bimtenvt Hope you feel better asap Bim. You’ve made so many people so incredibly happy I doubt they’d ever be able to forget you. Take all the time you need and when you’re ready we’ll be waiting. Thanks for being you and be equally kind to yourself
I think if you could hear the background music playing in your own life you’d have a lot less anxiety. I mean think about it, if you’re hearing boss music you know you’re in trouble. Otherwise you’re all good. Hell you might even get a serene piece to relax to
I threw up this morning and I think it really knocked a few cells loose. I feel like a ghost, tethered to one location, floating aimlessly, interacting with a few items and being able to be seen by a few people. But largely just dead and invisible. Maybe just tired.