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just because two stupid people decided to fuck 20 years ago now I have to suffer every single day

my sister has been counting calories for two days and she's acting like some fucking expert. "This has more protein, this has less sugar, this is good for you, this is bad for you." Just shut the fuck up.

@yukinomza You don't have to explain your binging to anyone. People give the most generic advice that makes you feel even more like shit. I hope things get better for you tho :)

explaining what binging is to someone who doesn’t struggle with it is so difficult.. how do I explain that it never actually feels like I’m me when I binge? it’s like I get possessed and am no longer in control over my own body. it’s such an out of body experience, scary too.

@owostarvz yeah :/ there's a lot of this shit on tik tok but I saw them also here so nothing change in that case

@only_buttons_on WHATTT. Do ppl still do thinspo, deathspo etc threads? And meanspo threads? Meanspo not being around as much sounds crazy to me omg I'm so unc now

Where's the mean side of edtwt where you guys tell me im not doing enough to be skinny and insult me into not being fat

@owostarvz I think a lot of people thinks meanspo is cringe (it is) so they stop doing that idk but there are still people like that on tumblr if you looking for them 😭

@only_buttons_on Bruh twt has CHANGED. There used to be sm mean people, literally ana coaches everywhere a few years ago on here?

@NanabaKodwo then what is the option bro

@only_buttons_on Suicide is not an option

I'm suicidal all the time I have no friends, my family doesn't like me I guess I'll starve myself to death

I'm weighing myself in 2 days and I'm scared. I don't see any difference in my body.

I went for a walk and now I have a headache :/ I think I'm allergic to fresh air

everything I do is embarrassing I don't understand why I can't be normal

I hope I die in my sleep

one day I will be underweight and happy

I have to be gentle to myself because I only have me

my sister started counting calories and it's pissing me off. I must be the skinniest in this stupid family

my aunt who's been bodyshaming me is coming soon I have to lose about 10kg more before she arrives

why am I cold if I'm fat? it doesn't make sense

I will never give up on losing weight but this waiting is killing me

why did I allow myself to be so fat? i hate this body

I don't understand what I'm doing wrong there's no difference in my body