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“CRZY” mv really showed how Haechan is such a beautiful work of art. 🖼️ 🔗 youtu.be/pqMCgfnBx74?si…

Andaming Mark sa mundo nananadya pa ATA si universe 😭

The concept of Haechan having Mark as his lockscreen so he can just look at it everytime he misses him or needs to recharge ☹️

i hope mark has a good support system for this crazy life change too cause going from this insane idol live to … quiet? .. must be wrecking for your mind and nervous system no matter if you haven chosen it yourself

i think the uncertainty if we ever get to see mark again is what makes it so painful

we can hold two truths at once. we can be genuinely happy that mark is finding his own path and following his heart while also being allowed to feel this deep, personal sadness about the end of something that meant everything to us.

idk if its just me but one minute im okay with mark's departure, then the next minute i am bawling my eyes out!!

more than anything, i just hope he gets to do all the things he wants, go everywhere he’s always wanted to go and fill his days with things that bring him genuine happiness. i’ll be cheering you on from afar, always 💙.

My head hurts af 🫩

hours have passed.. i already slept for a while with a heavy heart then woke up feeling blank with only thoughts about the neos especially mark, wondering how everyone is doing now.. how are we supposed to move on from this 🙁

anyone else waking up depressed this morning…?

Didn’t even cry the first time I heard the news coz first thing that came in mind was Mark’s opportunity to grow as individual artist but now that it finally sinked in, I have a lot of “what when where how” questions in mind. I just want update on what’s next for him 😭

Pwede hawak ko ang beat nalang bgm niyo sa mga edits ang sakit sakit na di nauubos luha bi 😭

ㅅㅂ 😭💔

Taina ito talaga rason bakit naging bias ko si Mark 😭

10 years of being on each other’s side, this must’ve been very hard for them more than anyone else. Not now and although it’s definitely not easy, I know someday everything will be fine. 🥺💔

My mind since yesterday: “What’s next for Mark?” “I hope he’s being comforted by someone right now.” “When can I see him on stage again?” “How’s Haechan?” “I’m so worried about Haechan’s first public appearance after the news” “When am I gonna see them together again in public”

260403 #HAECHAN #해찬 bbl 💬😭 “whenever a tour ends, i usually leave a long message. i like to look back on what i’ve learned and express my gratitude through it… but this time… i’m really sorry that i couldn’t do that for you. i had made a promise, and more than anything, i couldn’t say anything first… so i’m truly, truly sorry. we actually had a lot of conversations and had enough time to organize our thoughts, but you all had to accept everything without that process… and i felt so sorry about that, i didn’t know what to say. so for almost a week, i spent a lot of time thinking. first of all, i’m so, so sorry to everyone who loved 127 and dream. and i sincerely thank you for all the love you’ve given us. of course, this isn’t the end for 127 or dream, but i still wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude once again for all the love we’ve received so far. and honestly, i hope you won’t be too sad. i believe the memories we made together, me, nct, and czennies will stay in our hearts for a long time. more than anything, there are still so many moments and activities ahead of us, so i hope you can look toward them with a positive heart…!! for the tears i’ve shed, and for the tears you’ve shed, i’ll do my best in my place so that we can be even happier. i once said that loving someone means wishing for them to sleep well… so today, i hope the night won’t feel too long for me, for our members, for czennies, and for mark hyung as well… i don’t know if this imperfect message can bring you comfort, but i truly hope my sincerity comes across…!!”

that’s why my heart feels really, truly heavy. i spent a long time thinking deeply about what the most mature choice and the best way forward would be. and i’m so sorry that the result of all that thinking still feels lacking in this situation. my heart feels very heavy because of that. to my most precious czennies, i thought the best thing i could do right now is to deliver my honest, genuine feelings. and when i looked into my heart, more than anything else, i wanted to express my gratitude. to all czennies, and to everyone who has known and supported me until now, i want to say thank you more than anything else. thank you so, so much. for making me the happiest person for the past ten years. for helping me turn my quiet dream of becoming a singer into something bigger. for helping me actually achieve that dream. because you gave me such precious love and support, and because of those memories, i was able to become the mark i am today. thank you so much for letting me live as a grateful person. i will carry this gratitude for sm, the nct members, and czennies for the rest of my life. and when i greet you again with a new side of me, i will do my absolute best so that i can be a better version of mark. once again, thank you, truly.

FROM MARK LEE 💌 #MARK #마크 “hello, this is mark. hi, czennies… i debuted with nct u on april 9, 2016, and now that it’s april 2026, ten whole years have already passed. during those ten years, so many things happened, we performed on so many stages, and most of all, i think we made countless memories together. i know there are czennies who have supported me since the sm rookies days, so if i include that time, it’s actually been over ten years. how have the past 10+ years been for you, czennies…? for me, i think i’ve truly, truly been nothing but happy. now that ten years have passed, and since you’ve made me happy every single day without fail throughout that long time, i wanted to personally write and share with you my new decision and the beginning of a new chapter. i know this may feel very sudden to everyone… but actually, since my trainee days maybe even before that i’ve always had a dream in my heart. i wanted to walk around busking on the streets with just an acoustic guitar, and I loved writing in english so much that I even dreamed of becoming a writer. i was too young to fully understand and clearly picture that dream back then, but because i loved music and performing, i auditioned in canada 14 years ago, and started my musical path at sm, beginning with nct. because my beginning was with sm and nct, i was able to get to know myself more and find the best version of myself. i’m truly just filled with gratitude. through nct, it feels like i’ve experienced the sky, the land, the sea, and the mountains at their fullest. after spending ten years seeing and experiencing the world in the best way, and going on such an incredible journey, i naturally began to think about what the greatest dream i could have is what the greatest purpose and calling i could have as a person named mark. as my 10-year contract comes to an end, i awakened all the senses i had kept inside me and thought deeply for a long time. eventually, i became curious about what the complete and true form of that dream really looks like, and i felt a strong desire to fully dive into it. what will my music be? what kind of fruit will i bear? and how can i bring that into the world… i truly want to find those answers and achieve them. i talked a lot with each of the members, and it honestly brings me to tears just thinking about it every single one of them told me they support me. i feel endlessly sorry, but more than anything, deeply grateful. to the older members who see me as their cute younger brother, and to the younger ones who see me as a leader, i want to say thank you again, so, so much. to all the members who listened closely to my concerns, understood my heart, thought about me, shared their opinions, and had such meaningful conversations with me, i’m truly thankful and i love you all. we’ve been on the same ship for over ten years and had an incredible journey together. i’ve always loved going underwater, and now that i’m saying i want to swim on my own, the members are supporting even my deep dive with love. i will continue to support and love them as well. since i was selected through a global audition in 2012, i want to sincerely thank all the teachers from the training team, the company staff, managers, directors, executives, and every department, everyone who has raised me to who I am today. my beginning was sm, nct, and czennies. no matter what kind of music i create moving forward, i will never forget where i started. but… no matter how big of a decision i’ve made, i fully understand that it doesn’t ease everyone’s worries, concerns, or pain just because i see this as a personal challenge. by announcing this big decision for a new chapter in my life, i know that for czennies who have loved me as “NCT’s Mark,” for markfs, and for the public, this change can feel like a huge shock and even a source of hurt. i also know that this handwritten letter alone cannot soften all of that.”

Na trigger talaga luha ko pag may mahae edits anubaaa 😭