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Nam Yejun recently became able to control his dreams... Apparently before he could only control things after partially waking up first like moving just one finger to break out of sleep paralysis or something like that, but now even without waking up, he can consciously control his actions inside the dream itself 😨 💙: Rather than calling it a scary experience… there’s actually something I realized recently. You know sleep paralysis, right? I became able to completely control it 💙: I never used to have that kind of ability. But now I can control the situation inside the sleep paralysis 🩷: How? Like a lucid dream? 💙: Not like that, I can move however I want inside the sleep paralysis… it’s not a dream 💙: Even while still unable to wake up, I can do things however I want in that state now. Before, I had to stay still and force myself to move even just one finger for it to break. But now even if I don’t physically move, if there’s something I wanna move toward or something I see, I can kind of pass by it or move around like that, I can do that now 💙: There are sounds too and sometimes I see scary things, so every time I got sleep paralysis it used to be really miserable for me. I’d keep waking up in the middle of the night and naps were even worse 💙: I got sleep paralysis a lot during naps so constantly waking up was exhausting. But now when I get sleep paralysis, I’m relatively freer inside it, so it doesn’t stress me out anymore 🖤: How did you suddenly become free like that? What triggered it? 💙: I gave up on trying to wake myself up. I just thought, ‘Eventually I’ll fall back asleep again anyway’ But instead, it kind of turned into me gaining control over it 🖤: What does it feel like? Like floating or something? You know how there’s a certain sensation? 💙: It’s kind of like… you know when you’re filming something and there’s a camera zooming in? Like your point of view suddenly zooms forward like this 🖤: Like in Sudden Attack? 💙: Exactly, it’s exactly like that

I really hope seunghan gets to perform “Light The Fire” and more of his b-sides in the future. His songs deserve to be heard by more people because there are honestly so many hidden masterpieces in his music.

🩷 euno-ya, there really aren’t any pants for me..? ❤️ why ask when you already know ❤️ but how is it not 5 but exactly 4 pieces? lol this truman show is legendary bmby next time you should reply faster 😂