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⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ intro! not new just a new account PLS HELP ME FIND MY OOMFS </3 ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ no dni idc, block don't report. i am pro recovery, this is just a place where i can vent. 𐙚₊˚⊹♡ pls ↻ + ♡︎ to be moots :3 #shedtwt #shtwt #edtwt #988twt #promotwt #moothunt

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I GET SO GAY OFF THAT SELFHARM

How it feels being a boy on edtwt

what do people even use twt for besides cutting, porn, stealing and mental illnesses

I should have killed myself last year

lw come back to me. i only gained like 4 pounds how do i look even more obese now #edtwt #shedtwt

“beautiful princess disorder” ahaha i’m going to slit my throat in front of you

i genuinely have dreams of being able to do this and then i wake up so insanely disappointed and sick to my stomach because of my own body

@ryysjournal you don't + thinspo

why am I getting called thinspo, sure you can see my ribs but I just look like a malnourished lady who is 8 months pregnant

i need to find a new coping mechanism im ruining myself more and more and more and more

ok guys so we're NOT doing that..... arterial veins are deadly to hit and the way u differ them is by the way it bleeds, from arteries it literally gushes out, meanwhile from veins it just bleeds and can be stopped. The ones ive shown on the photos are arterial.. both of them 💔

odio ser así #vent

what its like having to take care of your own body by force

the only reason people think i'm ok is because i force myself to do shit and then i feel like a husk while doing it

why do i get suicidal when im alone

At what point are u addicted to SH?? I’m not an addict…right??

i love this song it's just me

ok rant over (twt im fine im just venting pls dont send me an email 🩷)

and on top of that, every time im inconvenienced i feel the need to hurt myself? im so sick and tired of my brain and all of these disorders and feeling like my life is going nowhere even though people around me think im perfect. is it because i dont look or act as sick as i am?

i feel like i've already done enough damage to my body that i can't ever recover. like what's the point if my organs don't work and i can't show any skin. why do people want this fucking disorder. it pisses me off so much like im not a supermodel or something im slowly dying.