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@oppaitekcore

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20 nb she/he Katılım Temmuz 2023
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This is literally the only thing that prevents me from interacting with ppl anymore i'm more secure in myself in terms of rejection than i ever was and then its like my brain made up another thing to worry about instead to prevent me from doing it lmfao
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Looking more into the article i posted here about hyperawareness ocd i found the newsletter where they mention a related type of staring ocd which is even worse for me than hyperawareness. This shit made it impossible to attend lectures or be around other people at all at uni

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@mincedporkmeat Like kind of a structural thing ur forced into rather than a gender
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@b56ui Also btw i actually would recommend having benzos on hand if/when u do psychs unless u think u'd definitely abuse them it helps if u know u can cancel a trip anytime u want
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@b56ui Dw i think ur fine i just wanted to yap
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@b56ui Its hard to explain but the way to not build a habit is to know ur non immunity to it , most ppl dont go into it expecting a habit Im mainly thinking of smth that tricks u like meth tho so im projecting
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@liminastrophe I think id be good at a career where i can help lots of different ppl by just talking to them or smth
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@liminastrophe Maybe i just look like im infodumping to them tho idk
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The peace that comes with recreational meth ROAs is closer to heroin than heroin is
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@mincedporkmeat U stopped being on T right? I'm perma on e but i dont rlly have strong dysphoria social or otherwise except maybe when being third gendered
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@b56ui Assume u wont be able to handle it
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@mincedporkmeat Actually i frequently forget to take magnesium but still it doesn’t rlly happen at lower doses
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@mincedporkmeat Most of the side effects like jaw clenching went away with tolerance and lower doses + the supplements i take specifically magnesium
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I've been clenching my teeth a lot these past few weeks
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@mincedporkmeat Now that i think about it this is also prolly part of the reason i cant go outside in the summer from the eye strain i get pain in the eyes ears jaw and head all compounded together cause its all linked to the same muscle or smth
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@mincedporkmeat I've been doing this ever since i was like 12 usually when im masking/around ppl irl and that combined with chewing gum gave me a TMJ disorder, the left side of my jaw clicks whenever i move it and i get a rlly bad headache and sore jaw if i squint eyes or clench too much
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@mincedporkmeat Poisonous in quotes cause we likely made it up cause it looked scary asf
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@oppaitekcore Moths are poisonous? The fluffy ones gross me out in the I don't want them to touch me way, but I feel like they are pretty
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