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@oppaitekcore

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20 nb she/he Katılım Temmuz 2023
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
This is literally the only thing that prevents me from interacting with ppl anymore i'm more secure in myself in terms of rejection than i ever was and then its like my brain made up another thing to worry about instead to prevent me from doing it lmfao
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Looking more into the article i posted here about hyperawareness ocd i found the newsletter where they mention a related type of staring ocd which is even worse for me than hyperawareness. This shit made it impossible to attend lectures or be around other people at all at uni

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Hearing people’s crazy stories with ambien makes me so excited for zopiclone. Yeah it’s a slightly different drug but I’m so hyped lol Was going to go check for my drugs today but I’ll so tired I’m doing that tomorrow
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@borderlinestars @mwolf278 @welplold Pregabalin and particularly zolpidem are definitely often hallucinogenic (yes obviously varies) hence why i said zopiclone isn’t the same for me, also gabapentinoids dont work on gaba
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
Its rlly weird it only lasts for like a couple minutes max and rlly abruptly goes away its not like im that regularly shameful anymore either
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
Does anyone know why sometimes u randomly wake up with an instant deep feeling of shame usually of what u did the previous day but like the previous day was just a normal day
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
Also does anyone ever keep rereading their posts/messages, different to checking ur vibe/wording but literally just wanting to re experience the post over and over like ur proud of it
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mwolf278 @welplold Literally just rlly effective gaba sleep med for me had 0 hallucinogenic properties
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@welplold Some people say it’s good others say it’s not idk I like unconventional drugs that fuck over my sense of reality so I think I’ll probably like it
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mincedporkmeat Ye i dont agree that it’s like inherently used gender neutrally by everyone either and ppl should still stop if thats what someone wants even if they’re having a bit of a woman moment
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@oppaitekcore I mean with the bro case I think it depends from where it's coming from tbh, def some people who never address girls like that be addressing tgirls that way just cuz they're trans
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someone good at meditation help me budget this please. my vedana is dying
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star ☆ ～('▽^人)@mincedporkmeat·
@oppaitekcore but also when in female groups even before transition I always felt very out of it, like I didn't belong there? And kinda was and still am treated like it so IG that makes it difficult for me to feel "feminized" (???)
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@NaskaMp3 I think the exact opposite its kinda cool
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i think its kinda weird how some artists dont mostly listen to the music genre that they make
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mincedporkmeat Also im curious whether being forcibly feminised would be worse or better to u
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mincedporkmeat This feels like a familiar dynamic maybe ive read u talking about it before
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@mincedporkmeat *worst thing as in, being treated as a special “trans” category is the worst thing to me like i said
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mincedporkmeat so u want ppl to change their language because they see ur trans? To me thats the worst thing like so theyd still call cis women bro and most wouldnt care but wouldnt for u arent u literally being third gendered id want to be indistinguishable from cis women
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jad x@oppaitekcore·
@mincedporkmeat (Obv ud want them to change language if ur not ghost mode in terms of pronouns that was kind of chud way of putting it) To me it like “unpasses” u, also this is all assuming bro is being used gender neutrally which in most contexts it is
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