BARoverBETS

This shameful phase of my life ayokong malaman ng iba. I just want this to be over before anyone will eventually know. It's been 40 mos. Ayoko na this has to end. 😖

Gusto ko ng makawala sa phase na to. I'm always relapsing nakakapagod na.

After 3 hours of ride, deretso open agad ng laptop, basa agad. I should've took the MB today but yeah bec of my fuckin gambling addiction naisugal ko yung pera now I am saving every penny and stretching what needs to be stretched para makapgenrol na..

Iniisip ko yung mga dues ko per month mbbgt sya these coming mos and then pagaan ng pagaan until next year mabayaran ko na lahat. I realized just like recovery mabigat din sya sa una gumagaan habang tumatagal. I hope one day makaya kong ikwento tong inner struggle ko sa iba.

This will be my 3rd and hopefully last BE. Ayoko nang umulit.

Day 2: Mahirap kainin paulit ulit ng what ifs. Ang hirap magpatawad ng sarili but let's start with that. I need to forgive my self to heal.

@Ralph_payy How

Anyone okay with a silent sender? I’m sending immediately

Ayoko matuto at baka malulong ako. Pero 3 years have passed ang dami ko na pinagdaanan. Oo lulong ako sa sugal pero ako lang nakakaalam. Sinosolo ko kasi nakakahiya. Sobrang hiyang hiya ako na diko namalayan na ganun na pala ako kalala

Dec 2022 yun, November nagtake ako ng Bar 1st take yun. Alam ko sa self ko na di ako fan ng sugal. My parents gamble sometimes pero yung tatay ko lulong talaga.. until now nagsusugal sugal parin sya pero di na ganun kalala. Never ko inaral ang sugal ung cards? Ayoko kasi tkot ako

Day 1 of Quitting Online Gambling/Scatter It was just a harmless bet. Nacurious lang ako sa Color Game sa isang OL Casino na pinopromote ng fave vlogger ko that time. Nag cash in lang ako ng P200 pesos tapos natalo. Hinayaan ko lang.

@Tyler_Scott45 P92,600

How much is y0ur debt? I’l pay Real answers only.

I am trying my best to quit online gambling but I am struggling. 😭

Been a while