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coin line #zonaba #zonauang

as long as i am alive, i can start over again and again and again

communication is one thing, but your tone while communicating is everything.

I don’t think people realize how heavy it is to always feel like you don’t belong anywhere. Always the one left out, misunderstood, or just… there. Not hated, but not chosen either. That kind of rejection builds a wall you don’t even mean to have. It’s been like that my whole life. And yeah, I’ve learned to deal with it, but deep down it’s a wound that never fully heals. I may not ever fit in or belong anywhere, & I’m learning to just be okay with that.

surprisingly hurt myself again after clean for almost 3 years lol

“i never wish to be easily defined. I’d rather float over other people’s minds as something strictly fluid and non-perceivable; more like a transparent, paradoxically iridescent creature rather than an actual person.” — Franz Kafka

The little prince Antoine de Saint-Exupery

been feeling a lot like this recently

She's getting distant with everyone because one night she sat back & noticed that most of the people she cares about don't care about her the same way, & that just doesn't sit right with her.

life update: SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

perih bgt mata gue drtd nangis, literally dr jam 10 ga berenti nangis wkakwkwk

sakit sih tp yaudah gimana lagi, toh udah dibilang jangan berharap lebih sama manusia

padahal kalo ada apa-apa gue selalu berusaha jadi orang pertama yang bantu dia, dia butuh ini itu gue selalu usahain buat bantu. tapi sekarang gue diginiin

fuck you & fuck what we had disrespectfully

yaudahlah???? ngarep apa sih gue