When ALLAH gifts you with a good person, someone who cares for you and loves you that is also a test from Allah (swt). A test to see how you treat them.
The older I get the more i realise why Yaqub (as) said “i only complain my suffering to Allah.” (12:86). People don't understand your pain, and neither can they comfort you the way Allah (swt) can and does.
You pray and keep begging Allah to change the situation, for the test to change, for this hardship to become more bearable, and maybe as difficult as it all seems now, he is still protecting you from greater pain and there is still goodness and wisdom in this.
Pray a lot! Pray for everything, especially if it seems silly or impossible and you can barely voice it. pray for the little things and the big things and everything in between. Pray and then watch how little miracles fill your life.
. Don’t ever give up praying, making du’a and asking Allah, even on days when they feel impossible and far too big for you to be praying for it. Allah hears and he gives.
