Smiley_Pepper985

Slight intro. I was on shedtwt in 2023 UNTIL 2023 and I left but due to unsatisfactory events I’ve begun cutting myself again and I want you guys to see. I may post provocative things surrounding cutting but I will keep others comforts in mind.

Dont think my boyfriend realizes how deep my anorexia effects me, I fear he doesn’t take me seriously. I feel like this will go further than I want it to. I hope he doesn’t leave me.

Lost 3 pounds in one day even after eating cheesy breadsticks…I’m the goat (I know it’s water weight but any weight on me needs to go)

Shit it’s haul

Grocery hall incoming in 6 hours Be waiting

(FAKE ART, DRAWING) #shedtwt #shtwt #slittwt #ouchietwt #styro Bringing back the old habits of cutting to distract myself from hunger and also my boyfriend kinda hates me but whatever

@Emluvvss THANK YOU I’ll try it!!

@pepper985 I use conditioner to get it off!

HOW DO YOU GET THE BLACK BANDAID GUNK OFF UR SKIN #shedtwt #shtwt #slittwt #ouchietwt (yes im desperate i cant keep scrubbing my skin)

I want sauerkraut so bad I’m fucking tweaking

My boyfriend saying the reason he likes me and not his previous (anorexic) ex is because she was skinny and I have weight then proceeded to say we both gained relationship weight (he’s gained 20 pounds but I like fat guys).

7 sticks-720 2x sauce-300 TOTAL FOR DAY:1091

Going over my cals my 121 but I don’t think it’s that big of a deal

Bf fell asleep after cracking and after we discussing getting food and my fatass is starving like stomach curdling, nausea hunger someone send help

I won’t let go of Taco Bell EDNOS can take a lot from me but it can’t take away my Taco Bell

Protein bar 2:15-170

@Ziasloserahhprv It’s effective, to be honest, in most cases. but it catches up to you quick, in my experience, and one day, soon, you won’t be able to do it anymore. Be safe!

I struggle with bulimia, does purging by puking actually work at all or am I just going to continue puking for no reason?

Highkey I get the urge to cut whenever im too happy or excited so I always have to make sure I never reach peak joy

When does lunch start on a clock? 11:30-76 cals #edtwt #shedtwt

@icountforfun DONT DO IT LOL you can’t leave your house cuz you’ll be shitting all day and (okay tmi but it’s a cautionary tale don’t hate me) but towards to end of my laxative abusing spree I started shitting out like shrek green liquid for days on end.

@pepper985 HOLY IVE MEVER TAKEN MORE THAN TWO

i ate watermelon and took laxitive and my shit was red and had seeds

I don’t wanna be super skinny, I really can stop when I want to. I just need to lose 30 pounds. I’m gonna start workin out.

1,000 cal limit today but ill probably eat under it