𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈.

you are a language i am no longer fluent in but still remember how to read .

forever is a dangerous word . how can a mortal offer eternity ?

i grieve for our future every day . i don't have the heart to grieve our past as well .

you look like you shouldn't be here .

you deepen the red of my blood .

you are the knife i turn inside myself . that is love .

i don't get nearly enough credit in life for the things i manage not to say .

loving you was like going to war : i never came back the same .

you were destined for me . perhaps as a punishment .

just like the moon , you shine in times of darkness .

i still like you the most . you'll always be my favorite ghost .

do you wrestle with dreams ? do you contend with shadows ? do you move in a kind of sleep ?

& you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand & i look back in regret how i ignored when they said “ run as fast as you can ” .

hear my lyrics , taste my venom , you are still my great obsession .

what is there between us if not a little annihilation ?

i'll follow you down 'til the sound of my voice will haunt you .

i can follow you like a dog to the end of the world .

you said i killed you . haunt me then ! be with me always , take any form , drive me mad !