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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ looking for #edtwt moots ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ ✮⋆˙ 25 yo ✮⋆˙ goal bmi 17 ✮⋆˙ ednos ✮⋆˙ loves: kpop, reading, writing ✮⋆˙ pro recovery ♡ / ↺ to be moots ૮ ․ ․ ྀིა

i’m officially underweight again which is crazy because i’ve been thinking about relapsing so much but i Haven’t, i swear that i’ve been eating like crazy but. i’ve been very busy with work so maybe that’s it ?? either way the urge to go lower now is insane

a cycle never ends

@skinnlheart this makes me so happy to hear angel girl :’)) i think of you often, always wishing you well

january 2025 / january 2026 ig im back in recoveryy

@skinnlheart you deserve to have a life that is so big and beautiful, my dear… i appreciate that your bf is helping introduce you to the big world that is out there ❤️ but don’t forget to give yourself credit, for the bravery it has taken you to take those steps, and to keep going

happy november mooties !! i’m reluctant to log out of my acc entirely bc i care for everyone here but i’ve been working towards recovery for months now and i am finally starting to feel a bit normal about food again 🥹🤍

@trainwreckxic to be taken care of

@trainwreckxic i don’t know how to. express how i am feeling but: i care about you, even just as a person who knows you peripherally on the internet, and it makes me so sad that you’re suffering so much. i hope that you find yourself with a wonderful support system someday. you deserve (c)

Can people please stop assuming that I have no side effects from my ED based on this one tweet….. my quality of life is also absolute dogshit!!!!! The only difference is I don’t have the support system to take care of me. That is what the tweet is about

@thinkingflow3r i will be thinking of you a lot !! i wish you all the best and i hope that this time recovery sticks for you, and that you get to spend the rest of your life happy, healthy & thriving <3 you deserve this

the tension between me and eating a mini eclair tonight was #real

e v e r y t h i n g is triggering me these days…might just relapse 🙏🏻

getting so triggered watching survivor and seeing everyone’s chest bones and ribs lmfao

de-edtwting your brain rq: not having a thigh gap is normal, most people's hipbones do not show, purging is very dangerous and not something to wish for, eating 3 meals a day is normal, 1200 calories is a restriction, 10k steps is more than enough, stomachs aren't flat 24/7

@rainyoats don’t worry about posting, i just hope that you feel better soon ☹️🤍 please try to take care!

hi moots and non moots, sorry for being ia (no one really cares i know) i feel soo ill and awful and painful but we’ll be back to regularly scheduled walks and oat pictures soon

isn’t it ironic, the way that hunger eats at you?

@trainwreckxic and ykw i don’t fuck with the fact that twt recommends edtwt posts to people who have otherwise never interacted with that part of the internet

I don’t like that so many people join edtwt/ed spaces less than like 1-2 years into their ED

wanting to fully commit to recover because my life sucks so bad so i deserve to find joy in food vs. wanting to relapse bc the reasons my life sucks so bad are all out of my control but at least i would be able to control this One Thing

I LIVE IN HELL!!!!! I LIVE IN HELL I LIVE IN HELL I LIVE IN HELL!!!!!!!! I LIVE IN HELL I LIVE IN HELL I LIVE IN HELL I LIVE IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@trainwreckxic literally makes me want to try happy tears like not even just recovery physically but mentally too, the way that it should be 😭 wish this for all of my oomfs !! (including you spiz 🥹)

nothing better than favoomf recovering and FINALLY starting to see the beauty in themselves, inside and out, that you’ve been seeing this whole time

@raysoflightt ‘this is the edtwt you’re defending’ and it’s just people who are in a very bad place mentally and sincerely need help like ?

like he cannot be serious

@dairymaxxing HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

i am officially 22 years old :)