Patrick

Debt due to Findom and binging Femdom humiliation/ clips has utterly ruined my finances, mental well - being and relationships. I am staying away for a while to recover ! #findom #paypig #recovery

Only way a loser like me can please women is to pay to make them happy. My whole life purpose was focused on that. But I get so depressed when I think that I am only good for money and the moment I stop it I don't get any attention. #findom #paypig #loser

No going back to normalcy. I am trapped in debtor's Jail & hell created by Findom & Humiliation. I am frying my existing loser brain cells by goon binging & sending throwing away whatever life that is left in me #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave #findomdrain #beta #wallet

My life is now moulded around hatepumping about money lost, goon binging clips & digging myself deeper into the Findom Humiliation rabbit hole. I hate myself for doing this to myself but the rush gets me going!! #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #findomdrain #slave

I confided my weakness of catering to the demands of bratty women to Findommes and they made full use of it. I feel it was the biggest mistake #findom #debt #paypig #loser #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #walletrape

My loser mind is wired by Femdom Humiliation Clip Binging and gooning to an extent that hot women sense it somehow & repulse me. This made me dive deeper into goon - binge - tribute -cycle further degrading my non-existent self esteem #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave

The fact that I easily give in to Findom brats really annoys me at times.This also arouses me and triggers me more to hate-jerk about the vicious cycle I am trapped in & dig deeper !! #findom #loser #paypig #lovehate #payslave

I spolied vanilla brats in an effort to stay away from Findom. I thought it would help me save. But it backfired because the more I pay the brattier and greedieer they become which got me more addicted and ruined #findom. #paypig #femdom #women #loser #beta #slave #college

Whenever I get rejected my insecurities kick in and I relapse to dive deeper into debt and loserdom no matter how long I held off my Findom urges. It's a vicious cycle that spiral. #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #loserlife #slave #beta

The more therapy sessions I take to quit Findom, the more my cravings become and when I relapse afterwards, I end up spending more than what I would have normally & it hurts so bad!I am fully trapped in this vicious cycle of addiction! #findom #paypig #loser #HumanATM

Findommes remains ingrained in my mind due to the things they made me do & the hard earned money I spend on them that put in debt several times. I can't escape this sanctuary of addiction ever! #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #findomdrain #finsub

I cannot begin to fathom the measure of brain damage caused by my Findom humiliation clip binging addiction. What started as a " small distraction" in 2011 has morphed into a level that has ruined half of my savings and left me in the brink of debt. #findom #paypig #HumanATM

I fell off the wagon, relapsing yet again, as I am a loser incapable of saying no to greedy women & their bratty demands and Humiliation . Spending, hatepumping until my brain go blank & wallet empty #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom

There is no escaping the grip of Findom, once you are in! With every passing day I become more weak, stupid & poor whereas Dommes become richer and more powerful. #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave #findomdrain #finsub

All the rejections & money lost due to Findom really hurts me. Strangely it further fuels my addiction and leads me more into a hatepump - tribute loop that sinks me deeper to loserdom! #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #beta #cashslave

I find corners of my brain where Femdom humiliation, Findom addiction has not invaded yet and compulsively goon until those parts are corrupted as well and falls in line with rest of my loser existence. #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave #findomdrain #finsub #slave

Tributing is like a bad coke habit. You only have to do one line and it just spirals into a vicious cycle. I start with a small tribute and think it is enough. But gets me going and the rush kicks in to do more until I am back into debt. Findommes know it well #findom #paypig

I will be never able to quit destroying myself & escape the lonely depressed loser lifestyle induced by Femdom porn & Findom. Hatepumping to my ruin makes me wanna send more & dig deeper into debt#findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave #findomdrain #finsub #walletrape #brats

Findommes remains ingrained in my mind due to the things they made me do & the hard earned money I spend on them that put in debt several times. I can't escape this sanctuary of addiction ever! #findom #paypig #finsub

The more I stay away from Findom more my cravings become and when I relapse I end up spending more than what I would have normally. I am trapped in this vicious cycle of addiction! #findom #paypig #loser #HumanATM #walletdrain

No going back to normalcy. I am trapped in debtor's Jail & hell created by Findom & Humiliation. I am frying my existing loser brain cells by goon binging & sending throwing away whatever life that is left in me #findom #paypig #HumanATM #femdom #slave #findomdrain #beta #wallet