Payson

── ⋆⋅INTRO⋅⋆ ── ⋆⭒˚.⋆ Payson!! ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 ♫ 5teen⋆.°.‧₊ ⛧°She/her°⛧ °.⋆cis female⋆.°.₊ ° ‧⋆.I block freely *: ⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆Everyone interact!⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ ✎𓂃 cw: 98kg lw: 93kg hw: 108kg gw: 81 kg ugw: 56kg

he will never want me looking the way i do

hi i am now 235 pounds (106 kg) i have let myself go and have realized that recovery is the best for everyone but me. 235 pounds at 15 while also being 5”4 is pathetic. i’m posting this to shame myself! it is already summer and i’ve just went backwards

i lowk miss evil edtwt

How I feel around my friends

my stomach growling as if I didn’t consume like 3000 calories yesterday

i didn’t really binge, but I just ate undisordered for two days. I don’t know what happened or where all my discipline went. i’m only 20 hours into my fast to reset and HERE MY STOMACH IS GROWLING. u best not get used to eating that often fatass

ate over 600 cals and my self control FLEW out the window

Me opening edtwt first thing in the morning

my biggest wl inspo is being able to do this

what if i omad a mini container of nutella

@nymphoide ykw just give me that damn vape

congrats u beat up a girl 400 pounds less than you!!

@voidsinside the absolute lowest calorie deficit a doctor will give you no matter your situation is 1200 so yes that’s v low. you eat less than a typical healthy toddler

ok stupid question time is 1k cals still a deficit?? because my ed brain tells me it's not

@buggy_rexie whoever said lose more oh bb ur so weird🫩

is it okay to recover at bmi 18? feels so high and i don’t feel valid for trying at all

@VivaLaC0br4 hamburger helper🤤🤤

wym u don’t cry when ur family goes to the buffet

forgot to add this sam’s club samples cal estimate: 350?

wiat on my birthday 🫩 a 🧵 because i ate too fucking much

why does eating 400 cals feel worse than 3k

IM CRINE🫩🫩 FASTING FOR TWO DAYS END OF THREAD

ham and bites of other people’s food cal estimate: 300