nicole

🦇 ﹐ıllı she/herㅤ ᶻz﹕ ＞＜﹐🦇 entp-t ; age 14 :: ┆likes: madoka magica, avenoir, tv girl, jungle, jaydes, yuke, fortnite, chatting, making new friends ﹒꩜ ┆ active﹒ ♡ ✦. ⊹ ˚ . nicole/nikki : 🦇

i hate feeling like a clingy bitch but that’s all i am

dying would be a good solution

i cant fall asleep im stuck with my thoughts kill me

goodnight sweet dreams to me 💤🌑

im sorry for ranting i needed to get that off my chest

maybe the outcome and reward wouldve been better if i did

i shouldve just listened to whoever that was in my head and did what they wanted me to do

i try to stay optimistic and think of better things but everyone just PUSHES it im tired of being patient everyone is just so fucking annoying and stupid and all so negative i never even did shit to anyone unless they did something first oh my GOSH

just so fucking annoying

i cannot deal with these stupid bitches anymore oh my gosh

i just wish it was all different and i mean everything

oh and my older friends are graduating far from this shitty highschool im gonna be so alone im so sad

especially that one bitch who keeps lying to me, multiple people im cool with keeps updating me about her then that stupid bitch has the audacity to lie to me just be straight up with me holy shit

ill cut everyone off i am so tired and done with everyone who keeps fucking me over and lying to my face

if i wake up with a all brand new rant about me, im cutting them off

im so done, anytime someone wrongs me im cutting them off

i hate my love life i genuinely cannot name one person who actually loved me for me while doing it softly with good intent

im not pretty, im popular for being mentally ill which is a terrible impression, im confident to gaslight myself into thinking i am pretty, im surrounded by people who talk shit about me, and im left out nearly everything

i hate being mentally ill but its easily excused because i have this impression of being this "confident pretty popular girl who everyone likes and constantly is around her friends"

i hate how the one person whos semi there for me is the person i have dating allegations with