jip ☾

i’ve never gone this long without speaking to my mum and to think it’s only gonna continue like this makes want to rip my own arms off i can’t do that

anyway life update i guess xo if anyone has tips on how to continue without parents feel free to share bc i’m living on autopilot and i cant feel anything but pain

i’m literally 25 how am i supposed to live the rest of my fucking life without my mum lol

hello so my mum passed away two weeks ago and i can’t comprehend it i don’t know if i’ll ever be able to actually grasp it and now my brain keeps repeating my aunt’s words to me and i don’t know what i did to deserve this but i’m not okay and i miss her so so much it’s so unfair

all the coworkers i’ve met so far are so nice wth 😭😭

Criminal minds out of context

this video made me cry bc i’ve been feeling so alone and unlovable the past few weeks and just knowing people meet in their 30s and stay happy together 🥲 instagram.com/reel/CvDkgV7ts…

@cassropeia i know!! but it just feels a bit dumb to have all those unread books and to just go and get more 🙃

literally was considering getting a library pass for REAL when i have 3 shelves of unread books and 150 unread ebooks. i need to get a fucking life

werkschoenen zijn zo lelijk wie heeft dit bedacht holy shit

jokes goodnight xoxoxo

do i stay awake for another three hours and watch the football or do i go to sleep hmmmm

i either pay not a lot and have hella ugly shoes or i pay more and have slightly less ugly shoes but still ugly

also i have been told too many times now that i don’t act like i’m 25. but i don’t know how to change that bc how do 25 y/o act. like how am i supposed to be an adult wtf i’m just a child

been working a total of two (2) days with this boy (he’s 20) and we trauma dumped on each other already <3

someone tell me the translation was off again bc i cannot do this

i feel insane about the boyfriend conversation i have to make food for people for 8 hours straight but all i’ll be thinking about will be “what about me?” “you’re my boyfriend too”

they,,,, left that in,,,, they could’ve cut it,,,, but they left it in,,,,

okay mingyu .

anyway goodnight😍