mimi ☆ is relapsing

i’m going out for a friend’s bday dinner tonight which is bad enough but now she has a rlly difficult dress code like I Don’t Own These Clothes. And i look AWFUL

i have been so bloated ALL DAY!!!! :(

anyway i did 30 mins on the stairmaster this morning #WeAreSoBack

i seriously need the optician to hurry up and give me my eye test bc i am STARVING!!!!!!!

everyone who sees this will lose 10kg by july. im manifesting as i write this

getting back to my routine bc i disgust myself my body ewwww

so my fitbit might be broken

locking the fuck innnnn!!!!!!!! i threw away most of my lunch bc i started sobbing over my weight 🤍 Yay

hmhmhmhmjmhm i’m gna change my bday plans so i don’t have to drink as much

I’ll go cry about it fine

sobbing my eyes out considering sh bc j saw photos of myself

i’m so fat it’s fucking disgusting

i hate myself so much

just died at the gym but i alr ate all my cals so

considering skipping dinner again but i have to stop doing that or ill get too ravenous when im drunk tn

so hungry that i’m feeling nauseous ☺️☺️😊😊😊😊

one bmi point down yayy slow slow going

also i bought a new scale

i keep skipping dinner i gotta be careful my food won’t go off

liquid fastest yday but i wasn’t rlly hungry so i convinced myself that it didnt work. anyway the scale proved me wrong