vivi 🦴

ೃ࿔₊ hi hiii haiii intro ! ^_^ #edrtwt lookin 4 moots ! not new here, just relapsed yayy :( 175cm lw: 44kg cw: dont. gw: 46kg ugw: 40kg pierced up pink bitch 🩷🪽 ifb 98% of the time but if i forget say hi and i willl :3 pro - recovery ! im just miserable

cw: fat gw: dead

as medical professionals, it’s our job to ensure our patients get treated in a judgement free zone at the HIGHEST STANDARD of care. posting a patients height, weight and bmi to twitter is absolutely fucked. how can you expect patients to trust us when you’re out here shaming them

eating disorders r so boring all i do is wait

@keepitcassiie oomg grilled cheese 💔💔💔

list of things i want to eat right now cookies mac n cheese brownies cereal cheetos grilled cheese sandwich pancakes and more... probably

does having an ed and suddenly becoming obsessed with cooking have any correlation or am i just bored?

being called "lucky" after losing weight has always been something that annoyed me I get alot of those "you're so lucky to be skinny" comments WHERE IS THE LUCK THERES NOTHING LUCKY ABOUT STARVING ID BE LUCKY IF I WAS BORN LIKE THIS NOT BEING ABLE TO ENJOY FOOD ISN'T LUCKY 😭🖕🖕

@LanaDaisyLace all the time, it sucks🙁 tho it's almost certainly cause the body has to use so much energy to digest when u aren't properly nourished, plus all the blood has to rush to the stomach so ur circulation gets really bad

Does anyone get extremely freezing after eating?? Holy shit I feel like an iceberg #anatwt #ana #edrtwt #3dtwt #miatwt #edtwtt #ricecaketwt

@bedbambi jobs that only allow one piercing are SOO stupid, it's always positions that don't make any sense either like..i've secured a medical assistant job with 15 face piercings (+3 coming soon) theres no reason any position outside of the operating room should have rules against them

I WANT MY OTHER NOSTRIL PIERCED SO BAD 😭😭😭 but my fuckass job only allows 1 face piercing (i hide my septum since it isn't noticeable) and i don't want my current nostril to close and we aren't allowed to wear the clear retainers 😞

can we talk abt the heartbreak of being scared of ur fav foods bc YOU KNOW you’ll overeat

@viamarsa helps w sleep, stress, bp/hr/blood sugar regulation + muscle relaxation ! and its one of the electrolytes that can have quite bad effects on the heart (anything from standard palpitations to torsades de pointes aka good luck making it out of that one) if you're deficient in them

what does magnesium do?? specifically when you only eat under 600 cals a day cus i remember buying these supplements for a reason but idk if it was just to poop or what?? I still take my multi vitamins but idk if I need the magnesium too

tmi but lowk looking forward to having 2 get another colonoscopy cause they have to spread the prep out over like 4 days for me which technically means i can stretch it into an excuse to do a 4 day fast..minus the prep but im gna pretend theres no cals in that cause none r listed

@beebestgirl real 💔 last time i got really bad i straight up quit weed and i almost want to again but like...its so nice☹️

why do keep getting stoned when it always makes me hungry

@amorafawn osmotic / oxygen based laxatives instead of stimulant laxatives ! magO7 is my fav, its mostly magnesium oxide and it works really well while being completely safe ! ive taken like 3 pills nightly for a year, sometimes up to 5 and i still have completely normal magnesium levels !

can everypony share something they did for harm reduction ><

losing weight i’ve already lost before

@cielmaxxing this is frying tf outta me who does bro think he issss😭😭😭

??????? WHAT

this is kinda interesting

@bnuuygirl123 when in reality its a serious issue and its very much a valid concern to bring up. plus a lot of people who unknowingly have it are probably raised by parents with the same habits so they just assume its normal which is just augh!! it makes everything worse for everyone it sucks

@bnuuygirl123 oh absolutely, i don't think most people even know of/properly understand what it is therefore wouldn't end up getting diagnosed unless they were like rlly morbidly obese. + because most people automatically get upset when its brought up by drs because they assume its derogatory

Am I the only one who thinks BED is way more common than people think? Most of my family is obese and it goes deeper than laziness. I feel like Ed’s in general are pretty common , but maybe that’s my disordered brain being unable to comprehend people actually being happy

remembering i can't eat konjac noodles cause they have a solid risk of giving me a bowel obstruction in combination w my health issues 😍 fml

fasting = wishing i was having a metab day because im so hungry metab day = wishing i was fasting because i feel so dirty when im full conclusion: i will never be happy