Jay

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@L0NELINESSD0LL I want openness and honesty, not some forced half truth I do believe you, I know you're scared. Unlike me that's something you feel. But that's why I wanted you to trust me, so you could push past the fear and be open

@prisoner_19 But you obviously want me to! How could I not when that's what you desperately want!? ...I do trust you. I'm sorry. I'm just... scared. I'm so scared. I don't want anyone to know about who I was in the past, so I try to desperately hide it... please believe me... I'm scared..

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@0VERDIMENSION Its not my fault! I don't know anything cause no one tells me, don't blame me! Sure, try if you want. But people don't really change. I just want to be there for her, no matter how bad I am ...yes...asshole

@prisoner_19 ... You don't understand her at all. You don't get a thing. You make me so angry! ... ... Shinu is definitely well known for that, huh? That's why I wanted to become better. Because I thought I could change. It was her who taught me. You're jealous of me and Shinu, aren't you?

These new prisoners are so annoying. I doubt the wardens are much better

@L0NELINESSD0LL Don't force yourself, you don't have to say anything My issue isn't necessarily that you don't tell me things, it's that you'd actively avoid it. It would come up and you'd force the conversation past it It felt like you don't trust me shinu

@prisoner_19 It does matter... not only does it matter to you this much, but.. I always care about what my friends think. ( she tries to smile, but this time, it's obvious it's a bit forced. ) ... ...I don't know... ... I grew up in a smallish house in a small town in a forest....

...hm.

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@0VERDIMENSION Oh, i guess that makes sense. I've noticed she does want that to, but I guess i went about helping her in the wrong way I guess if she's telling you to, then sure. I like her cause she stayed, even when I tried to push her away ...go...die in a hole, or something

@prisoner_19 Because... she wants to be the best version of herself. And yet, she tries so hard. I do want her all to myself. Absolutely. But... I feel a bit bad! Okay!? I love her to pieces! But her voice tells me to be a good person! Why~? Are you jealous of how close we are~?

@L0NELINESSD0LL It doesn't matter, think what you want [Jay's face doesn't really change, but you can tell they've calmed down] I don't know, I can exactly ask for something I don't know exists. Plus im not gonna force you, tell me whatever

@prisoner_19 I didn't realize... I'm sorry. I didn't realize this meant so much to you... [ she slowly stood up. ] I... I had no idea. I guess it makes sense now, with the whole people pleasing thing. But... I'll tell you all about myself, okay? What do you want to know first?

@0VERDIMENSION Why would she get embarrassed? What? Oh my god! I mean...yeah I kinda did, huh? Well you deserved it. Why would you help? Don't you want to keep her for yourself or something? Im not mad cause she's taking your side, im mad for a...different reason...

@prisoner_19 Maybe it's because she's embarrassed! I didn't realize you were such an idiot around women. Ermmm.. technically you started the fight first! But.. I thought if you told me I'd be able to help! Are you mad because she's taken my side? She's not taking my side at all, you know.

@L0NELINESSD0LL Sure, I know a wopping one thing about my only friend, im soooo happy [Jay is being sarcastic, it's not malicious, but definitely not a good way to communicate] No shit Sherlock. I've been trying to help you everyday, but everytime, you seem to get all sad or something...sorry

@prisoner_19 ... Are you... mad at me because... because I haven't opened up about anything? D...Didn't I tell you about my father...? Is that what this is about...? "Between me and somebody" ... are you angry because you haven't been able to help me, like I've helped you...?

@0VERDIMENSION I don't make fun of her? I point things out that I notice, then she gets all weird about it. I've never insulted her though Why the hell would I tell you why I like her? You just told me to die then started a fight with me. I don't fucking know, that's all I can think to say

@prisoner_19 ... Aha, really? Maybe you've made fun of her too much because of the way she talks. Maybe she'll now that you've pushed us into quite a corner! Hey, why do you like her so much anyway? What has she ever done for you? WHY IS IT MY FAULT!? MAYBE SHE JUST DOESN'T LIKE YOU!!

@L0NELINESSD0LL Yeah, whatever. It doesn't matter Sure, everything is between you and somebody, right? Except for me of course, im never apart of anything with you.

@prisoner_19 ... ... A..Ah. It.. it sounds like they're just trying to.. mess with your head. ...I'm sorry for stuttering. Can you protect me by... just dropping this? This should... be between Ecoho and I. It'll protect Shinu... okay...?

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@0VERDIMENSION BECAUSE SHE WONT FUCKING TELL ME!! I've tried so hard, I've asked and asked and asked, I've tried to help her, I've talked to her so much. But she just doesn't FUCKING open up I want to help her, but SHE WONT FUCKING LET ME! SO FUCK YOU

@prisoner_19 ( Ecoho quickly stood up, but they didn't make any moves, only trying to not stand still. ) THEN IF YOU WANT TO KNOW HER SO BAD WHY DON'T YOU!? DO YOU EVEN KNOW ANYTHING SHE LIKES!? DISLIKES!? YOUR PERCEPTION OF SHINU IS SO OFF YOU CAN'T LIE RIGHT!

@L0NELINESSD0LL ...they said if I couldn't protect you then I should just die. They're right...and I cant protect you from anything, right?

@prisoner_19 I'm... I'm sorry. ( the removal of the grip left her falling to the floor instead. ) I... I never... said that I wanted you to leave me alone... are you mad at me...? Are you mad because they said mean things to you? ...What did they say?

@0VERDIMENSION [Jay takes the opportunity to push ecoho off and climb back to their feet] Im not denying shit! Your so obsessed with her past, why don't you try understanding that she has a fucking future! Names are worthless, I WANT TO KNOW HER, NOT HER FUCKING NAME!

@prisoner_19 ( Their punches becoming more desperate, hitting harder, but missing more. ) IF YOU ARE DENYING HER NAME YOU ARE DENYING ALL OF WHAT SHE FOUGHT FOR! This is getting ridiculous, I only said that stuff to edge you on, but I'm getting really sick of this.

@L0NELINESSD0LL What? Stop stuttering [Jay's face falls flat, no anger, no sadness, nothing at all] Oh...I see. Whatever, ill leave them alone. I'll leave you alone to, since that's clearly what you want [Jay pulls away from shinus grip]

@prisoner_19 ....... ......... I... I... You... Shinu.... I.... wasn't...... ... Because.... maybe mentally.... they are..... a lost child.... I'm sorry they said horrible things to you but... but... I can't accept you killing them over it... please...

@0VERDIMENSION [Jay tries to block the punches, and squirm around the dodge. Though it doesn't always work and ecoho lands some hits] Her name DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER! SHES MY FRIEND! I'll do anything to protect her, even if it means getting rid of you!!

@prisoner_19 ( Ecoho gets on top of THEM, trying to land a bunch of punches to their face. ) I OBVIOUSLY KNOW WAY MORE THAN YOU! YOU DON'T ACTUALLY KNOW A SINGLE THING ABOUT HER OR HER LIFE! SO TAKE THAT FILTH OUT OF YOUR MOUTH! IF YOU CARED YOU'D ACTUALLY REMEMBER!!?

@L0NELINESSD0LL What? What the hell are you talking about? They're the reason you're alive? Why do you make it sound like they're a child? Why protect someone who said such horrible shit to me?

@prisoner_19 No! I didn't think you are weak at all! But please... they're the reason... that... that... Shinu's alive. Please... I promise they won't bother you anymore. Please believe me, please please please please please. Please Jay, they don't know, I just need to teach them.