‍ ‍ ‍ ⦮ ⦯ ‍ ‍ 𝐜𝐨𝐩𝐲𝐜𝐚𝐭.

loved... i want to be loved.

why didn’t you make me good enough? so that you could have loved me?

still , there is this terrible desire to be loved

i was abandoned all along， yet foolishly believed he'd hug me once. i wasn't left behind at the end. i was abandoned since the beginning.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀there's so much to * 𝒆𝒙𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆 in your eyes . I could look at them all day .

i have been alone for so long. i do not know how to not be.

⠀i crave touch, yet i flinch every time someone is close enough.

i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry, i’m sorry.

Fuck my stupid meow meow life

you always find a solution, after all. you don’t need my help. you’ll manage fine.

did you get enough love, my little dove?

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I'm pretty sure my father never wanted me around . . . I don't blame him though , 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 .

i think he's very lonely. lonelier than he lets on. maybe lonelier than he even realizes.

when has it never been my fault though? everything bad that happens always ends up leading back to me.