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daily conversations with the ex

Until you’ve written a suicide note with despair in your heart, tears in your eyes, and pain in your soul so horrendous that it makes you believe death is the only solution for peace, don’t tell me that it’s cowardly, selfish, or an attempt for attention.

#bellingham #judebellingham

i genuinely wish my bpd was just ‘im so obsessed with you’ bpd like those tiktok bitches cus im tired of feeling this way

catscratches #scaramouche

who up with a #pit in their #stomach

to be honest I can't see myself dying in a way that isn't self inflicted, I'd like to live until maybe my late fifties at most and then just kind of have an elaborate last day alive before I end it by throwing in the towel, I just can't imagine another outcome for myself.

it’s time to ghost everyone and kill myself i guess

they’re all so “supportive” until ur mental illness makes them slightly uncomfortable then ur “scary”

The urge to ghost everyone and kill myself in silence

life so hard even killing myself sounds like too much of a chore

i cant do this anymore

i am going to get super drunk for no reason alone in my room tonight as per usual with nothing to do and nobody to speak with

i did my best for what i knew at the time

anybody want a shoutout on my suicide note

i need to stick my face in someone’s crotch and just huff

How I wanna be treated after having an unbearable attitude all day