QUALIATIK

full HD recording of my talk at cornell's @hybridbodylab ahead of my 31st birthday tomorrow, this lecture is somewhat of a retrospective on a decade of work, from the start of this project on my 20th birthday, through the transitional present and onward⊹ youtu.be/_lJHi5hdZis

First TouchDesigner experiment toward biosensing, neuromodulation, and visual feedback interfaces for state-approximating computational models from my research on D2 receptor circuitry and LTP. Implications for PTSD, chronic pain, and other disorders of maladaptive plasticity.

TD_exp001_Hebbian-Flow Audio-reactive visualization of neuronal growth patterns based on Hebbian principles of neuroplasticity. (1/2)

@InfiniteFruit ty! ❣️

today i turn 30, and i am releasing a demo i made on a late autumn day back in 2020, still in its og form. it will be on the mixtape i hope to release in the coming months, presently titled agoraphoria. ‘pyrexia’ now streaming on soundcloud + bandcamp soundcloud.com/qualiatik/pyre…

thank you for all the love and support over the years ❦

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@NTsKiiii @thetranspecos hope to see you again soon! 💞🌻

少し前だけど！Photo from a night at @thetranspecos It was happy to seeing you again @qualiatik 🖤🖤🖤 LOVE XXX×∞

you’re walking along a path and come across something strangely familiar, close to home, but of a world just a little beyond your usual awareness ~ unseelie returns to NYC this wednesday 10/05 at heaven 🧌🔥 come dance with us !! 4 irving ave, brooklyn, NY 🕷🕷 9pm - 4am 🕷🕷

all my friends are psychic

no music other than the sweet sounds of the MRI machine ticking loudly around me while my body slowly overheats and my heart rate jumps up , let’s just say it was a experiential exercise in autonomic self-regulation

today i learned what it’s like to come up on adderall while laying inside an MRI machine for 90 minutes

@likeluke_ the MO love u so much luke

i haven't given enough to the world yet, i want to do more than i've been able to so far

@paulbensonsucks thank you!

gradded lol

heres a video of me rolling up late to graduation, tripping over myself, realizing i was walking in during someone’s speech, and backtrack shuffling in the middle of the ceremony

@mumfighter yes ! i’ll dm you

@qualiatik Awesome congratulations that’s so good. Yeah for sure - I could go on at any level of detail I could send you a voice message that might be easiest very open to brain picking

past 1.5 years intensive solitary research culminated in something tht means a lot to me , here are its first marks

@mumfighter it will be ! working on literature for public release at some point- that’s cool to hear though as i read a lot of research on pain and ritalin, and the effect i found adderall had on my chronic pain is actually what lead to all this. id love to hear abt your experience

@qualiatik Anywhere this will be published or people will be able to read!? I’ve spoken about this idea briefly before - I’m in so much more pain when I’m off Ritalin!

@bbyyama ❣️❣️

@qualiatik ❤️‍🔥

@sh3lbyjay3 @AnxtyOnline 🖤