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✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈ accountability thread for june! {june 1-june 30} intake + weight tracking

june 13: didnt fast intake: 1142cal i wish i stayed under 1k but im happy w this based on how this month has been going so far.. had redbull refresher w blueberry crumble donut,, thrn buffalo chicken salad & fruit as a snack!! (left plate of fruit was mine)

june 12: didnt fast intake: 1550cal told myself I was OK with maintaining and turns out I'm not I'd like to cry now

✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈✄┈┈┈ accountability thread for june! {june 1-june 30} intake + weight tracking

baked oht of my mind & almost posted my meals on my instagram story instead of on here

@emerxsn i feel the same way.. i need to be able to tell myself and others no but i jsut cant 😭

i feel like i’ve completely forgot how to restrict why can’t i just say no why have i been allowing myself to eat like dogshit

@backtoedbre i rarely eat reheated food either so i usually only save foods i dont have to reheat unless its like pizza or something 😅

@r0riiv Haha yesss I always offer the rest of my food to whoever is around before I either throw it out or put it up for later (I don’t like throwing food out but I have sensory aversions and reheated food is rarely good to me) I’m working on remembering these too 🙏

weird post ik but day 1 of teaching myself its ok to not finish my food if i am full! im not wasting it, it is ok to save food for later!!!!

strange how i never actually feel hungry but have INSANE food noise all the time

@fibreonebars tbh i think i used to eat pretty close to this daily before i understood calories.. & i wondered why i was overweight🫩

i’ve unfortunately got something bulimic to say

@SageGreenQuiet i think ur the realest person i know i love you

chat i’m dunk at 5pm oh no

@backtoedbre yess we're in this together!! i always forget that i can give the rest to someone else, i need to start reminding myself of that too specifically😅

@r0riiv Yesss I’ve been dealing with the same thing I have to actively remind myself it’s ok to save food or simply give the rest to someone else it’s so hard but we got this 🫶

@chocolatecigs thank you!! that really means a lot🥹

@r0riiv hi non moot:), so proud of you!! ik how hard it can be sometimes

@emerxsn yea this is the main reason i struggled losing weight for so long.. i only lost when i consistently planned omads bc i could finish all of it guilt free😭

@r0riiv thanks for the reminder b i struggle with this sooo bad

ive avoided hardboiled eggs for so long bc ive js never been a huge fan of eggs but.. i need something more to add to salads and i feel like it would kinda maybe be yummy today only?

it makes me so angry bc i was overweight and LARGE was too big for me.. wearing medium made me think being overweight was normal bc its MEDIUM. THE AVERAGE MIDDLE SIZE like what why fid they get bigger STOPP

one of my best friends told me she lost like 20lb bc work has been stressing her out but shes been stick skinny AND SHORT & said she was my current weight a month or so ago and lost it all KILL ME SHE WAS NOT MY CW

for a girl whos scared of food you do eat a lot

saw a shooting star and why the HELL DIDNT I WISH TO LOSE WEIGHT WHY DID I WISH MY BOYFRIEND LOVES ME FOREVER IM STUPID