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I just wanna cry to my mom about how tired I am but I don’t think she’d understand

This is before and after purging btw if it’s not obvious

So I've been trying to stop trying To be like someone you'd still like Maybe if I could, you already would

Ruining my social life, relationships, academic performance and organs just to be an average weight

This hurt really bad

Dying is my only way out who’s willing to kill me

I feel like im already in hell all i do is bp and I don’t have time to do anything else

Should I just ask my mom to help me stop bp cause I can’t do it myself

I really don’t appreciate my friend enough she’s the first friend I’ve had that actually cares about me and she never judges me

looking average is worse than being fat

60 donut omad 😻

Threw up some blood a few hours ago now im having bad chest pain and heart palpitations lmao this hasn’t happened in a while

Ribs r showing a bit but that was after I binged so im bloated

Today I had breakfast lunch dinner and dessert with my family bro I need to starve I can’t let myself be fat like them

ur friends after u tell them u have an eating disorder: omggggg im so hungry 😭 i literally havent eaten all day. i havent eaten in a WEEK seriously ughhh

When dieting turns into ed

I will do a big cut soon hopefully i get the time

I sound so annoying idk how ppl handle me