The Ex Model ✮♱✮ Yaroslav

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[He was emptily staring at the bathroom mirror. He looks a bit better. He was less sunken in.] I don't.... Ugh. I look off.

@LeonidWillHunt Interesting stuff. You're good at it.

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@TheGeek_Popov Yeah. Guess I'm just handing out lectures like an old man now. I just think you seem chill and want you to end up alright. [He shrugged.]

@raincandy_UV "Yeah, I get what you mean." [Levi eats the noodles.] "And there will still be plenty of stuff for me! I'm only getting rid of stuff I don't even look at anymore." "Like old books and stuff."

"You're welcome! Bye!" [He seems to be in a good mood.] [He walks off, heading back to the kitchen.] // Open interaction

@TheGeek_Popov Make sure you still have stuff for yourself. This world may work with everyone wanting something from someone else but you still need things for yourself. [He handed him the cup of noodles. They turned bland due to accidentally putting too much water.] You get me?

@raincandy_UV "Oh— well, nothing specific, just felt like I haven't done much." "So I'm trying to make people happy. Been giving away some stuff I don't really need. It's nice seeing people smile."

@TheGeek_Popov Really? Tell me about your plans. I've been doing a whole lot of nothing recently. [He poured the boiling water into the cup of noodles, getting it basically everywhere due to his shaky hands.] Shit. Least I didn't burn myself. Or my shoes. That'd suck.

@raincandy_UV "I'm not trying to make it a habit, I've just been all over the place today! Lots to do!" [He fidgets with his hands and sits down.] "I'm just in a really good mood, I totally forgot to eat."

@TheGeek_Popov Yeah. Don't let that become a habit. If you ever need a reason not to, I got countless. [He pointed at the dark, downy hair growing across his face. Lanugo.] For example, pretty sure this is because of my problem. [He went and boiled more hot water and pulled out another cup.]

@raincandy_UV "Really? Is that okay?" [Levi is pretty hungry.] "That'd be really sweet of you. I haven't eaten all day."

@TheGeek_Popov Guess if we're stuck here until the sun implodes, we'll have plenty of time to fix that.

@raincandy_UV "I just never took the time to learn. I'm sorta.. lazy, I guess."

[Collarbones. It's almost funny, Levi can't remember a time before that he's been able to feel his own collarbones.] [Yet here he is, able to feel them pressing against his own skin.] "...That's not good." [He immediately starts looking through the fridge for food.]

@TheGeek_Popov We need to find something. Or someone to make us something. Ugh... [He ran his fingers through his hair.] Another reason to hate my mom. She didn't let me learn how to cook!

@raincandy_UV "All I can make is stew and soup." [Levi grimaces.] "And I'm completely fed up with that."

@TheGeek_Popov Same. All the meals I know are just there to fit a bare minimum diet. Rice cakes, egg whites, cucumber, maybe some fruits but not too much due to sugar content, dark chocolate sometimes, you know. Ha. You know.

@raincandy_UV "Being healthy is a good thing!" [Says the guy who looks like he hasn't slept in weeks.] [All Levi does is sleep. But the eye bags won't go away!!!] "Could. Cook uh. I don't know. I have no ideas."

@TheGeek_Popov It's not gonna fix mine, too. Ha ha... I'm just messing around. [He sighed.] I realized I look awful and I need to actually eat. Look at me getting all healthy or whatever! Just don't look at my face. I look gross. [He looks unhealthy, but he's still good looking.]

@raincandy_UV "I'd rather try and find something else, no offense." "Egg whites and cucumbers won't exactly fix my issue." [Levi knows being skinny is the standard.] [But God, he hates it. He feels so cold, and tired. All his energy is gone.]

@TheGeek_Popov Ha. For me it's all egg whites and cucumber. Wanna trade our suffering? Mine probably tastes worse. Or we can just try finding something else. [He grinned. Even while looking sallow he had a models smile.]

@raincandy_UV "Why. Why is it all stew." [Levi cannot stand the thought of eating another bowl of stew.] "Why can't we make any other food."

[Yaroslav hadn't left the bathroom in ages.] [He had just been staring into his hand mirror, holding a razor in shaking hands. He still hadn't shaved yet, so that downy hair on his face was spreading.] [He wanted to punish himself by staring into what felt like his worst self.]

@DressyGFabrison It is. It's how I maintain my weight. Been taking these since I was 16 to stay model thin.

@raincandy_UV "Well.. That's no good.. Say, how did you get hooked up to so many.. meds? .. Gosh.. The modeling industry is quite rough isn't it?"

[Yaroslav was sitting next to the toilet in the bathroom. He had his hair fully pulled back in a ponytail instead of his usual style, and his lipstick was wiped off. He was slowly sipping on a cup of water, looking miserable as he did.]

@wheresmywaveat_ Yeah. She ran away with it the moment I had to quit. Ha! Said she deserved it because she made me model and was my manager or whatever. Fuck her. I hope the sun burned her alive.

@raincandy_UV ...huh.. old. .. your mom, you made your mom good money?

Maybe I should've become the type of washup that got addicted to drugs. That one time I tried heroin was good.

@Repent_beforeMe Sure. [Yaroslav didn't like being seen while he felt hideous.] I'll just... Handle my hair issue.

@raincandy_UV [Tera turns around as to not have to see Yaroslav.] "I will. Leave." [It does not like seeing people be so unhealthy.]

[Yaroslav examined himself heavily in his hand mirror. His makeup was gone, which made his bruised under eyes and sallow skin more noticable. He touched the fine, dark hair starting to grow back on his face.] ...Would the homeowner let me borrow a razor? // Open interaction

@Repent_beforeMe I look hideous. [He tossed off the jacket and his shirt, examining his heavily exposed ribs and collarbones. He's never felt so disgusted by this before. He's always seen his waist and thigh gap and collarbones as the ideal.] I'm like a corpse.

@raincandy_UV [It places a razor on the sink.] "You look. Upset."

@Repent_beforeMe That'd be nice. [Yaroslav kept staring at himself in the mirror. It hurt. He felt like he looked hideous and sunken in. Of course he would be, though. His body is decaying from starvation. He was sickened by himself.]

@raincandy_UV "I have. Razors." [It leans forward until the light catches on its veil.] "You may. Borrow."

@Repent_beforeMe [He jumped a bit, nearly dropping the mirror.] Uh, got terrible facial hair growing in. Need to shave. [It's certainly hair on his face, but it's not facial hair. It's growing all across his face, and he's noticed it on his back and arms. He hated how it's so noticable and dark.]

@raincandy_UV "Razor. For what." [That robotic voice seems to come from nowhere. It really does blend in with the dark.]