rapesick

How fragile and fleeting our time together is

I grew up with my mother having BPD. When I practiced socializing as a teen, the only ones that would consistently talk to me were girls with BPD. You could view Schizoid Personality Disorder as an inverse BPD emotionally. I am missing emotions. Stable for you; infinite patience

"I'll take care of you except for when you feel unwell and need me the most" seems especially disparaging to me as a concept.

You're still you, even during your lows. I feel like this is the time he should be especially attentive and not look away. I've never understood the notion of turning away from those we love when they are hurting. When you love someone, you take care of them unconditionally.

Something unforgivable

I was grounded. My followers held hands in unison and collectively grounded me, my phone privileges revoked. They placed my cell phone on a shelf too high for me to reach. I now lay on my bedroom floor dejected, broken

Rapesick without access to his cellphone for a week... I feel like Tony Stark in the cave

@necrophiliacbby @freudlet I'm buried in the backyard.

@rapesick @freudlet she followed Me . she knows where home is

Me, 36m, 11 bodies, balding, overweight, 5'6. My GF, 22f, 2 bodies, thin, tall. She bites her nails and manspreads. How do I tell her that this bothers me?

@freudlet @necrophiliacbby Two worlds that were never meant to meet

@necrophiliacbby Oh, thanks, I RАРЕ 200LB 6FT1INCH TALL WHlTЕ BOYS TO DЕАTH! I'll take this to heart

I initially write with invisible ink under my readable sentences that'll become legible from time. Evergreenery, no "best before." Myself, I am to be a non-perishable point of reference you can return to find more of when you want (need) (crave) me. I want (need) (crave) you, too

My body decided before I ever had the chance to think

I wish grey heart emoji reactions existed in reality so I could tell you I internalize you and I think of you forever even when I don’t have the words (and (I love you) it’s in my silence and in-between every word and every empty space I exist in) when I really should be with you

Live, Laugh, Love; I would like to love and laugh and smile

I don’t like the accounts that post knowledge only for themselves in an attempt to seem esoteric or mysterious. They’re posting for you to see them, not for you to actually internalize their thoughts. Communicating without communication. Self-serving, antithetical to insight.

I am not more intelligent than you or anyone else. The point of communicating is to be understood. I do not gate-keep knowledge and would explain an infinite amount of times to you. If you don’t understand, it means I’ve explained poorly, not that you’re “subpar” in any way.

If someone views your emotional response as a thread to pull on in order to make you more attached, there is your litmus test on whether this will be worth your time. The ‘correct’ reaction to seeing someone suffer emotionally is to care for them, not use it to manipulate them.

You do not be normal. You tell him this and he is either horrible and takes advantage of you, or he works with you to take care of you and have a healthy relationship with you. I aim for the latter. I wouldn’t encourage something that eats at you. Don’t stifle your emotions still

I worry if my account ever became popular, I would like to think I can always be like this forever without it being corrupted. I am often unaffected by others; I wouldn’t change to be more liked. My purpose here is you, and I’d never let anything get in the way of you and I.