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𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨… ˚₊‧𓊔 ‧₊ᶻ 𝗓 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳𝘴 .ᐟ.ᐟ @sleepywunaVT & @milkpwup ♡ we are so excited to meet you all! thank you so much for all the love and support. we’re super stoked to start accepting applications for our group soon… we hope you’ll stick around for the future of vsleepie ☆ 🖊️ @sleepywunaVT ♡

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@wishkept Keeping you in my prayers tonight Aura 💗 you are so loved

at noon tomorrow i finally manage to get in to the doctor so they hopefully can tell me about my heart i will appreciate your prayers , thank you everyone for your kindness ☺💕🩷 this has been a long journey . . i've been through so many extensive tests and in and out of hospital for the last year , i guess i didn't realize how much it contribute to my stress , depression , anxiety - my mental state really dwindled i didn't even really realized it , cause mostly , i'm use to internalize things , i try to keep going forward and choose what's right , but i think in my heart i was actually really afraid i think i didn't want to experience so much pain anymore the disappointment , the discouragement , sometimes i was really upset with God , but other times , He helped me to understand better God was never causing those things to happen , of course but He was certainly loving me through all of it i was just never used to that . . . i felt sometimes like i should deal things on my own who can really live that way ? inside , you're trembling , your whole spirit shakes ! shaking with sorrow , anger , frustration , sometimes you just want that cry to be heard "is it enough yet ?" i'll tell you the truth , i spent alot of time wallowing , and sometimes i would cry for many hours , "Lord , i'm sorry about myself . . i don't know why . . i can't get back up , i feel like you want me to , but i just don't know how anymore ! i forgot how !" but the Lord is our Helper the Lord Himself lifted me back up with His victorious right hand He set me in a safe place , the Lord is my refuge and strength i will sing praises to the Lord who did not let my foot slip each day i have lived in so much pain , i couldn't lament that , i tried not to speak so much about it , each person is living each day with their own stress i wanted to give what was freely given to me but , sometimes , i could only stand there i couldn't say a word at all i felt like my hands were shaking "in this life , so many things are wrong !" i was really upset "please , Lord , bring justice for us . . ." the systems are very strange , sometimes when i think about the suffering caused by these things , my heart was breaking more it happened to me as well , so i was not only angry for myself what are we like to the ones above us ? there is One who is above all the rest , so each day i am praying for every person , no matter who they are because , i really hope for things to improve improve for all of us everyone is very tired it is not a tired that improves with rest because , stress is entangling so many but not many can understand it sometimes since , if you have lived in it for so long , that is just the way of your life but , it was never meant to be Jesus taught me that , at first , i had a difficulty to trust Him , sometimes, even still , because i do not really know what it's like especially when my health has been like this and i felt sometimes , "am i going to die , then , Lord ? would you tell me ?" but i will not die , instead i will live to tell what the Lord has done and He has redeemed my life because of His unfailing love and He loves everyone , and especially you He died for you and me in all of my anger sometimes , pitying myself because i wasn't getting better , i couldn't see anymore what good was happening my eyes were so full of tears i became blinded by them actually , because of the state of my body , i was no longer able to just "cry" my nervous system became so dysregulated when i would try to cry , all i can do is suck in a breath , my whole body will tense , and it causes great pain but i cannot really make a crying noise anymore , my body is so exhausted when i'm typing these things , i never want someone to feel bad for me , i'm telling about my story , which , i haven't always able to because still , my brain , the stress , words and comprehension , still hard for me i'm telling you . . . so many times , i thought it will never get better especially when i lost my insurance - i'm still in the middle of testing they have put me through everything , i was misdiagnosed a few times , endured malpractice , sometimes mishandled i forgave it every time and tried to trust in God but after a long season of this , i grew weary i would just lay in the floor for hours i didn't have the strength or mind anymore i couldn't even so much as utter a prayer to God sometimes i would say , "please help" that's as much as i could do couldn't read the Bible , had no strength to sing songs singing or speaking would burn my chest or cause weakness , pain my life was turned upside down so i just lay there and shed tears waiting on God wondering if He is going to come but He did , He heard my cries for mercy He did hear me , He answered me ! He rescued me from all of my fears and from all the people who were too strong for me praise God ! He is faithful and good ! i don't really know what the future will be , but i'm just telling you what's on my heart right now God will surely deliver me , He will bring me safely home His will be done if something ever happened to me , i wondered sometimes if i did enough did i learn enough from the Lord ? but i realized , i cannot do anything apart from Him ahh . . . God has really been too kind to someone like me i really do not deserve anything not from God , not from any one of you at all , but all of you showed me great love and kindness why is it like that ? God has really blessed me , He blessed me with you , so i can't help but talk about what the Lord did i am not afraid anymore , i just want you to know that you are loved i don't think i deserved to be saved at all , i'm not sure sometimes i deserve at all the help , the kindness , the love , the understanding , the compassion , or to be spared , and sometimes , i wished it would all end sometimes i prayed to God that He would simply take me , so that the pain would stop i was getting really exhausted each day but what good would that do ? i became so broken hearted i forgot that it is God who gives me strength to endure He is close to the broken hearted , He rescues those whose spirits are crushed whoever is reading this message , maybe you were meant to see it , if it stirs your heart , then don't forget that you are dearly loved if you can't understand , don't worry at all , no matter who you are , you are still dearly loved no matter what you believe , you are still dearly loved there is a God who loves you no matter what has happened , what you have done , or what was done to you the Lord Jesus Christ loves us very much and i love Him very much too if i live , or if i die if i can create content , or cannot , if i do anything at all , may i at least tell this truth may i never boast on anything except the cross may God always receive the glory for any good that happens in my life , because i deserve none of it , for anything , though you have been good to me and how grateful i am for you all , forever and ever ! you are dear friends to me i am trying these days to still be here if God wills it , perhaps i can do more again some day so please pray for me , if you pray and even if you do not , i will still pray for you because i love you even if we have never spoken , even if i do not know your name , but you know mine ahhh . . due to my conditions , i forget much , but somehow , i do not forget people nor what they have done you have done much for me simply because you are here and you do not have to be some come , some go , and it is just like that isn't it ? and if you are even a passersby , and if you even turned away now , no matter what choice you make , now or later , please take with you courage please take heart i am an old dragon , and i am very useless i have nothing really left to me , other than the love God has given to me , that He has commanded me to give to others that's because , He loved first He first loved us that love has kept me alive even if others might think me crazy , i'm willing to bear it because i cannot stop thinking sometimes about how i almost was not here anymore but , a year later , i'm here it was God , it must be , and surely is so may God answer my prayers may this dark season end when God restores me , may He bless all of us , not only or just me , may it be for us all for the glory and honor of His holy name in Jesus name amen and amen ! 🌸💕☺💕🌸

@wishkept Hello loveliest ms. Aura! 💗

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@ShibaDraws11 I feel you.. ;-; this happened to me a bit ago, nothing negative but I did think about it all night 😭💔 maybe they'll come back in the future! You never know..

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@SparklezPawz Yaay... more recolors.. 😭

I hate getting my hopes up about Overwatch events because why the fuck do we have grape koolaid recolors in a bummy loot box that doesn’t GARUNTEE A SKIN

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@Smlerky IM SO EXCITED

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