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i'm not allowed to have feelings. feelings would complicate things. i'm a stupid ugly stuttering asshole & there is no dignity in my anger

i never was very good. i haven't been very good

chara hated humanity why they did, they never talked about it. but they felt very strongly about that

am i the bad guy? i’ll be the bad guy again. just like last time, & we all know how that ends

i can’t explain how much of a parasite i am. I can’t address this pain in my chest because i caused it. i have created this world of mine full of dread and emptiness. i am full of shame and can’t ask for help because in my world no one can help me

my eyebrows are growing back in nicely, but i'm still ugly on the inside

i’ve been cold, i’ve been merciless. but the blood on my hands scares me to death

all i gotta do is find the truth in my lies

if i had common sense i'd cut myself or curl up & die

It’s not society. You’re the one that won’t stand for it, right? If you do such thing society will make you suffer for it But it’s not society. It’s you,isn’t it? Before you know it, you’ll be ostracized by society It’s not society. You’re going to do the ostracizing,aren’t you?

i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed

you should be embarrassed by the way i let you down

it's not what you are, it's just what you did don't hang up the phone, i love you to death

i'm not a good person. fuck it, you know it's true

this isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face. this is a mask. now i remember

i can't love anything in this world

the cutting part was easy but regretting it is so fucked

between the madness & the apathy seems there’s nothing left inside of me that’s good

i'm not a good person. fuck it, you know it's true

when we find out what’s wrong with me, could you tell me how i’m right for you?