if you struggle to be an eligible romantic partner, you might be struggling to be a good dependable friend in your platonic relationships too; just something to chew on
i really don’t be talking about shit i have handle on because its going to be tended to. but the stuff i really don’t care to do deep down… my adhd ass smh
talking to dad on the phone about my plans & this man literally made me realize that when I want something, im super solution oriented; & when i don’t — i feel the need to wrant / vent. this epiphany might seem silly but it just did numbers on the board. like waaaait a minute
suddenly, all the older kids’ fashion in high-school made sense. i have been receiving a controlled consistent dose of nostalgia that im hoping will somehow transfer into a contemporary take on y2k fits.
just graduated from therapy & my therapist & i were both shedding tears when saying goodbye. i dunno man, thats a different kind of relationship : shes seen me go through a lot & thrive regardless; & for her to be so happy for this next chapter means a lot to me.
if i didn’t know any better, i’d say this move is both stressing me out, making me emotional & making me feel really happy about the life i’ve gardened for myself. i have people to miss? people to love? beyond grateful alhamdlilah♥️