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Why do my parents thinking that text messages (and specifically group chats) are an appropriate way to share news about family member dying or going into hospice care

I’ve read every day for the past year 🥳

I’ve been getting a low grade fever every day since mid-November and it’s been miserable. And still have over a month before I can see a specialist 🙃

It’s crazy because here’s this person who treated me so amazing when I first met him and after the parents who raised me and coming out of a breakup that ended in death threats it felt like a dream, but 10 years later I was begging for scraps of his time and an ounce of empathy?

I think I accepted that people must not love or take care of their partners the way I expected and that I should just be grateful for the love and care I was getting because it’s better than nothing or better than the abuse I was used to. But then I kept accepting less and less

I actually have no idea what reasonable expectations are for a relationship. I’ve been told I’m selfish for asking for even small considerations and I think I’ve just been so used to trying to avoid inconveniencing people my whole life (ex: my parents) that I just accepted that

@mamagenevieve Same, we joke that divorce runs in my family 😅 I only have one aunt who hasn’t been divorced but she lived far so I didn’t see them often. My grandparents were together for 75 years but I never saw them argue, they were very private people about a lot of things

Maybe we shouldn’t have normalized “marriage (or a relationship) is hard” without giving more context or defining what “hard” meant

I have no reference point for what a “normal” amount of hard is. I think a lot of people (particularly women) put up with a lot of shit that we shouldn’t because we think it’s just how relationships are - that the shit we’re putting up with is just part of “marriage being hard”

I didn’t have parents with healthy communication skills or who worked through hard times; I never had a model of that. I grew up with an abusive single mom and an absent father, whose marriage had consisted of screaming at each other and fights that led to police showing up

@laurastratford I did think about that too! Wasn’t sure if I should specify why but I think leaving it vague would be good. Thank you!!

@redheaded_wreck You could say something like “it might be tough to get a table for brunch Sunday” which is true, acknowledges it and allows her to bring it up in more depth if she wants to

It’s hard to recognize abuse, especially emotional, when it’s been a pattern throughout some of your most formative relationships with the people who are supposed to love you most. It feels normal, so you don’t realize something isn’t right or you convince yourself it’s just you

Some people don’t understand how someone wouldn’t recognize they’re in an abusive relationship because they grew up in a healthy family — But some of us grew up with parents who taught us that people who say they love you can also abuse you and that love and abuse could coexist

As stupid as it sounds, I think one of the reasons I’ve been most hesitant to leave my husband (and still one of my biggest anxieties) is that I know I’ll have to leave at least some of the pets with him and it’ll break my heart to lose my babies 😭😭

Don’t mind me, just having a mental breakdown. I think the kids would call it “crashing out”

I’d love to go back to being active on Twitter again, like I miss it, but this app has become almost unusable 😭

@skeletonsayss I appreciate you and might take you up on this 🩵

Kind of embarrassing that I’ve been with this man for 10 years and it took a therapist to tell me he’s been emotionally manipulating me Like, a part of me knew or questioned it but I’d just assume I was being dramatic or that it was my fault

@hitherekayls 🩵🩵

@redheaded_wreck 💓💓 sending you love T! Im so sorry you’re going through this

Trying to update my social media profiles as my marriage implodes and realizing there are minimal photos of just me in the past few years 🙃