Carmen

bsky.app/profile/redred… sorry to move so suddenly.

hm. youtube.com/watch?v=Kb4hqt…

It’s all concrete, in time.

nothing to record. just more roads and trees and desert and water. everything is the same when you’re alone. even the cigarettes don’t sting like they did

“do you ever think about the future at all?” —— “you know, you don’t want to go anywhere, and that’s why all the same shit is gonna keep happening to you: because you want it to.”

friends and lovers slow us down

run with me forever

I live inside a deep pain. Being trapped in a small black box—that can’t be set down anywhere. An abortion. Scraping it out. Terrible ache—a bloody mess. Standing in a wind tunnel. I feel dizzy. All my energy goes into bracing myself—not being blown over. 10/19/70

"down" youtube.com/watch?v=JfjhQU…

been a week of beautiful sights. biggest world imaginable. and beautiful people who come and go. lovely, kind people. people i can’t hurt. or use. or let down. everything is perfect. promise.

It was definitely a nice thought. Thanks anyway, Eva. It was nice to feel like I had a real home again, even for a minute. arm’s length is the best distance.

real witch youtu.be/IvEeT65IqzQ?fe…

🎶take take take take take take it all, and give it all awayyy🎶

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@sneakypeddler cool to know there’s 23 cigarettes somewhere in ohio

@redredhat0 ohio gang

just got to my next crash in ohio. today’s plan is “rest my garbage ankles and read Treasure Island until i can’t stay awake”

@sillygoober900 i alternate a lot. recently menthols have been giving me headaches i can’t afford to have right now, so i started smoking marlboro golds or silvers. they’re a little weak but i like them. camels are also good!!

@redredhat0 what brand do you smoke? just wondering, my uncle told me you can always trust someone who smokes camel. But then again he's in prison so who knows.

@omfgitsma they have been my replacement for every other kind of shoe, i have walked in those girls for HOURS

@redredhat0 I think I have those exact boots