that “how come I wasn’t enough” hurt is some darkness I’d never wish on my worst enemy. to actually feel like your heart is breaking, like you can’t stop being sad even if you wanted & just feel and go numb. it’s irreversible suffering.
If they walked away, it's no accident. If they left you, it's no accident. If you tried to make it work and it wouldn't work, it's no accident. Accept it as it is and keep going. Stop begging people to stay, let em go.
TELL PEOPLE EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL WITHOUT BEING AFRAID OF THEIR REACTION. IF THE BOUNDARIES YOU SET FOR YOUR WELL BEING BOTHER PEOPLE, THEY NEVER DESERVED YOU OR YOUR TIME IN THE FIRST PLACE.
do you ever feel like you are annoying someone just by talking to them? I hate getting that way, it's like you want to talk to them but it's hard because you feel like a bother.