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my hands got cuts all over them they hurt like a mf

I need to die

i genuinely think my end will be from suicide

feels nice asf to rant however i want without him watching i never want him to worry about me so much

sometimes i feel like this man will leave me because of everything going on like his mom clearly don’t fw me and she could get in his ear about it and i feel like my mental illnesses are too much to handle he clearly seemed bothered yesterday and not in a paranoid way

i cut my hands open yesterday and fucked up my thigh while having a panic attack when i was SEVERELY dissociated it was scary af but now my hands are burning everytime i wash them i hate it

why is it that when my bf is in a bad mood he gets to treat me like i’m not here it’s weird af

why is twitter making me delete my own posts that i censored ong

okay now that my bf is asleep new oomfs i am NOT new to shedrtwt my main ed acc has my bf on it and i don’t want him seeing my mentally ill shit and it overwhelming him xoxo

is the bio too negative help no one viewing my shit 💔💔

intro to #edrtwt 18 vents bipolar + psychosis stoner witch non binary acc i need mootz + i follow back #edrtwt #shedtwt #shtwt #shrtwt #988twt